This belong to Pam

2009-09-04T20:23:00.003+08:00

Holiday lo! But wrong timing! i left less then $30 with me now~ my pays day is at 28th. -.- 20 more days to go.. 1 day i only can spend $1.20. How am i going to survive!!! eat grass la.. still got friends ask me go club/ go out anot. AR!!! but i have to say NO to them.. how sad..

what a boring day.. actually it wont be bored, ass me la.. sleep sleep sleep.. Got class outing today but by the time i wake up they about to reach ECP already. Tot of joining them abit later but i not feeling very well since 1week ago. it getting bad to worse. So stay at home better ba.

while i enjoy my cup noodle at home. nike called me, i tot they going to ask me sudden work again, but i really semi die now, therefore dun really dare to pick their call. When the ring tone about to finish i still pick the call, feel bad..

Nike: ''Hello pam? where you?'' (Same starting line, always, not creative enough.)
Pam: '' ermmm at home.''
Nike: ''WHAT! AT HOME?''
Pam: " why? "
Nike: " Do you know you working today? "
Pam: '' HUH! WHAT! I WORKING TODAY? ''
Nike: " Ya. here put u working today ''
Pam: '' hey i really don know about it, how now? ''
Nike: '' You still want come ma? ''
Pam: '' ermmmm enough ppl anot if not enough i come down now, sorry sorry."
Nike: '' uhmmm enough ba i think. ''
Pam: '' then can i dun go today, i dun feel very well. ''
Nike: '' then okay lo, rest well. bye.. ''

Die le lo. Tomorrow go work dun know how am i going to face them, hope my illness can dun recover so fast, at least die die least until tomorrow, if not tomorrow they see me look normal, they will tot i lying. But seriously i really don't know. if i know i wont tell my classmate i free today le what.. ya la even thought i still put my classmates plane but really not feeling well ma..

Even if i work, my pay cannot over $500, cos if over will have CPF. bo hua leh. but if i work less then $500 not enough spend leh! stupid CPF.. Work cannot, Dont work also cannot.. 20% leh, which mean if 500 - 100 = $400. i bring $400 back only leh. in tat case i work until my pay $400 is the same thing right. say what CPF is for future for our own good, bull shit who know what they will say in the future? Later they say must wait until 80years old then can use the CPF? then what if i will die before 80? then my money go where? go into their pocket ar?! u know who is the "their'' la hor, i cannot say out later they come sue me, my whole family die lo.

Now, i can understand more and deeper about the meaning of '' Money is not the most important thing in the life, but without money you can't survive''

-Pam.T

2009-09-02T23:51:00.005+08:00

o yay.. 1 mth 1 post.. recently busy la.. aaa.. no have been very very busy la.. Busy thinking of what to do to make myself busy.. =)

Just finish with my PT presentation project. FINALLY! But my project is not pref yet, cos got 1 photoshop work i never do.. tot of rushing tat work today but then i got no photoshop at home! therefore i asked my beloved brother help me download photoshop for me so tat i can do my homework. and my brother is so kind and good i ask him 2months ago until now he finally download for me. BUT THEN! in school we are using photoshop cs 3, he go and download photoshop cs 4!! I DON'T KNOW HOW TO USE! end up i have to rush tat work in sch tml. Never mind.. sch work always is not the most important thing in my life..

School.
uhmmm.. don't know from when onward i have became the mastermind of my class! a bad mastermind! a leader who go around bully those who are weaker then me, go around and people join me and bully them, go around my class talk loud. tat what 1 of my classmate told me..
Carb in front of me. Really feel very pissed off abt this matter.. Alot ppl dun like you, then u say is becos got ppl behind doing this to make it happen.. Fk you man.. really regret talking to you so much tat time, i should have leave u alone and let you die. waste my time and energy. You ask me for help and actually i want to, if not i wont reply ur msn or msg. but i feel very fk up by you saying 人在做,天在看 to me. i got put tat in my facebook before and u say i should know the meaning of it. i ask u back do u know the meaning of tat and u say you know. so what are u trying to hint or say?! well well well.. i will make ur dream come true.. =) i try to be nice and good, u dun want, u want to see the another side of me? okay i will show you. Everything tat i do in my life i will touch my heart and without regret. i can tell you this if i really is the mastermind, you wont be living in this world by now.. Actually the class have no leader! everyone hate you, feel tat u are very disgusting. who are u going to blame?! no one but yourself. ooooo.. maybe u think tat the whole class are EQ and IQ low, only u are normal, go ahead and continue think this way, i shall see how u going to live on with ur tat kind of childish brainless attitude. When 1 finger pointing at other, another 4 point at yourself! grow up kid. HA! say i mastermind right! GOOD! dun let me see u bully any of my classmate or do anything funny behide or in front of me, if i not happy i will change your life for sure. Trust me, i will keep my word. But don't worry i won't be as childish as you, i won't after eating nothing to do go find something to do. So to live long, u know what to do and what cannot do. if you dun know, oh no then too bad. good luck to you. =) o ya.. if u were still the old you, will u slap me? if will, come on, i wait for you.

O YA! end of this mth i going to KL with my 6 classmate! we are the lucky 7! heee haaaa! the mean thing is! IT FREE! travel free, hotel free, food free, transport also free! Wkakakaka! BUT u think go there holiday meh! go there for studying ar.. Something like exchange students.. but then with my study attitude u think i go there is for study?! hohoho~ Yes! i will, cos is group project leh, i dun want to put my teammate down. but then overall i think should be like holiday like tat la, go there see see, come here walk walk just tat not as freedom as normal holiday la. aiyo... nothing to write abt this KL thing le leh.. so fast.. see la! say ppl i can write so much, so big thing like holiday i can think out of tat little only.. haiszxzxzxzxzxzx...

Work
Yes! tat right, i went back to Nike work as a part-timer.. don't know why, feel abit dun have backbone like tat. cos i walk out from there and now i came back again. but then no choice, i got no 2rd road to choose.. =( If dun work, i have to eat trees, eat grass now.. Somemore i lazy to go find other job, then have to learn new thing and make new friends again, ma fan la! somemore is they got ask me go back before lo.. so still okok la.. Now i working at Nike OC, power ar there.. morning u can play bball in the store, afternoon can play soccer, night can play golf. Super sian! totally no people.. at most i can serve 5 costumer per day only. what to do. listen to the music and dance along lo. waiting and praying the time can pass faster.. is like what Madonna song 'hang up' say. '' time goes by so slowly, time goes by so slowly, time goes by so slowly for those who WAIT!'' Lucky the worker over there all are very friendly and good, just like me! hee hee! wink* (vomit) so at least when really very bored i can talk cock with them.

Exam coming 7-6days later and i haven touched anything yet! i think it time for me to at least read something. but what the problem now is, i haven even buy the book! HAHAHAHAHAHAS! believe a not?! i'm a student man! good night everyone! good night world! i love you, you love me, we are happy family.

-Pam.T

2009-08-02T00:39:00.003+08:00

Who sia?!?!?! who that 2 Chinese talking behind my back?! Better don't let me know is who!!
LOLS! don't worry la.. is not talking anything bad about me.. Just tat my 1 of my friend took bus 135 yesterday night, around 9+. She heard 2 girls sitting behind her mention about Pamela tan, butch( -.- pls dun use tat word on me again), from AMK ite.. Should be me ba.. cos to what i know only me call pamela tan and study at amk ite.. but weird sia, if they know me why need to say out my sir name..

They say very long never see me, abit me miss.. after tat they gossiping about others lo..

Starting when my friend told me i also tot tat is somebody talking bad behind me and so unlucky let my friend heard it. my back is on fire and i tell myself i die die also must find out who tat 2 is.. i cant stand people back stab behind me but after asking clearly know is a mistake.. heee~ =D So if is the any 2 got saw this post, pls come and contact me.. dun miss me behind my back cos i can't see.. send me a text or meet me out which is even better.. i might not be free but i will let my best to make myself free..

the only comment is, world.. no is Singapore is so damn small. So beware of what you are doing. Cos 人在做,天在看

-Pam.T

2009-07-30T16:27:00.005+08:00

wow! HI ppls! miss me? i guess so, right! so so long never come back. Busy? not really. No time? not really. Just don't feel blogging.. Don't really have the chance to blog too la.. Why i suddenly come back, few reason ba. so let me tell you why at below.. =)

When i first started this blog, keep kpkb why my blog no ppl see, now got ppl view and i start to kpkb why they will go see. -.- the more peoples view my blog, the lesser thing i dare/can write.. slowly slowly slowly~ never blog lo.. So what blogging for actually? to give other see/know what you thinking? or to hide thing tat can't say in front of other tat why blog? i wonder.

Never blog not nth to blog, is too much thing to blog don't know start from where.. if not will be reach home will forget to blog, then will say tml then blog, tml then tml, then tml again and so is tml tml tml tml tml~ then blog..Sometime will think what for blog, why must let other bother, kpo about my life.. see can but then don't stalk la.. Hate those almost everyday will stalk at my blog.. -.- my life really bother you so much meh?!

Friends ask me, pam why never blog le?
lazy ar lazy ar.. tat how i reply..
what gave me the motive to blog out of the blue?! tat be cos until 1 day is 1 of my classmate come to me and say, pam, you really very lazy.
i ask why?
she say, your blog la. never up date at all then got blog for what?

TO MY BELOVED CLASSMATE, AIYU! update, update la! scare you ar! scare you never read only.. now i st8 away update 2 pages for you to slowly read! humf!

There are few kind of blogger in the world.
1. ''blog for people to see'' type, those blog normally will say their life, story share those thing with their friends. Dare to write, nothing much to hide. Normally is kind of blogger is normal. mostly are like this.

2. ''blog for die die must give people see'' type, Blogshop, need to earn money ma of cos need alots people la.. or people they want to be pop so they will act stupid in video, picture to let the whole world know who are they. Another one is the one i hate the most! they will blog those thing like ' the world so dark, no one like me, i so emo, i want go die ' those emo emo thing. -.- they want attention and people go console them only! really fuck sia, if really want want die, the just go, dun need to write on blog to let everyone know first before die.. for what?! seriously i dun understand what thinking they have. Is not the world is so dark, not people hate you or what is how the way you look at the world, why other can live so happily yet you cant? This kind of people fuck off..

3. ''Blog for some people to see only'' type, this normally what i know will happen when, A like B but dun know how to say in front of B, so write on blog hoping B will saw it and get the hit. Or friend/cpl quarrel then want to solve it but dun know how, so you blog, i go see. then i reply on my blog, you go see.. If not will be those backstabber. no ball don't dare to say in front of people they don't like, wear a mask act normal. but when they blog they can scold like dont know what.. This kind of people i found them brainless, if u dare to post those in the blog, then be ready 1 day your blog will been found out.. Found out ready don't act a innocent say the post is saying about other. Think before you act.

4. ''Blog for own self see own self happy'' type, only the owner know what he/she writing about. or is a non-open blog, just like a diary. uhmmm... no comment on this type. cos they are harmless.

For now i only can think out now is this 4 kind of blogger. out there still got alot of weird blogger.. which one you belong to?

Okay it time to chat something about your beloved friend, which is ME! where should i start, uhmm..

School.
still the same? hardly do homework. hahahs hey! but at least i got go school hor, my attendance getting better and better hor! now my class become kinda boring. cos only half of my classmate sick. Don't know is real sick or fake sick, but for those who are real sick, get well real soon k! pam at here pray for you all don't kana H1N1. pray*** I get along with my classmates better and better now. got talk to them abit more la.. but no promise will have any problem with them anot, cos who know what will happen for the next 1 and a half years, right.. but hope the r/s for us now can maintain or getting better for the coming day la.. they kinda cute and funny.. i make them laugh but on the same time they making me smile too.. they draw me until very ugly! so fat! got chance i try to upload those drawing tat they had done.

Friends.
Very good! maintain very well i guess.. recently those tat i want to meet got met and finally met. Jason birthday last sat, and we one whole gang went to st. Jame to celebrate his birthday. before tat we at his house BBQ, but then i eat much then went to the ktv room to let them enjoy my beautiful voice! =P Jason tat fat ass i dun know he is drunk or what?! the way he dance in the club can laugh until your teeth drop! we name his dance as, praying dance.. cos we dun know what he doing?! the hand is like keep praying and praying only.. He even hug my leg when i dancing! make me fall on stage! Throw face sia! lucky dark dark all nv see my face.. phew~
i met Joan, Charmaine and Janice on last friday! yay! so happy! and finally they are free for meeee! But what make me happier is we never see each other for more then 3mths, they say i slim down arldy!!!!!! =DDD
But then, today i skip my 2rd lesson went to play L4D, joan suddenly msg me say tat, hey pam i saw you at the bus stop and you look FAT! -.- ass de lo.. where got people FAT so fast de.. her mouth hor forever so bad.. Still got some other old friends tat i want to meet but just cannot find a time tat is everyone free.. Somemore i have a new hair cut leh! they all haven see.. =( all my classmate and teacher say nice leh.. heee hee! happy sia! when they say tat, my mouth reply aiya.. no la no la.. not tat pretty la.. but then inside de heart is WOOT! happy like don't know what sia!

Love.
=) no comment. or should i put this way, i don't know how to comment. this the part where i become the 3rd blogger. hahas.. maybe i worse then tat.. i dont even have the courage to post what i want to say.

Life.
Still have to continue, i will be strong.. the world is so fake. everyone in the world is wearing a mask to face other. so am i? yes of cos. but is another way. I can say very loud and clear i'm not a 2 face person and if you know me, you know me. so my mask is not the mask tat you all think of. My mask is a mask tat i want to remove for the past few years but i can't. A mask tat will stick to me for my rest of my life..

tat all for today, well hope to see u guys again. if don't, try to push me by saying me lazy.. hahas.. good night! =)

-Pam.T

2009-06-09T09:11:00.000+08:00

Enough is Enough.. people give you face, you dun want then dun blame ppl to be too mean to you..

-Pam.T

2009-06-01T01:00:00.002+08:00

dun worry friends.. Pamela Tan still staying alive very healthily.. She not emo-ing or bad mood or mia or what ever shit.. Just tat she is very lazy lazy to update what happen to her recently.. She driving crazy abt her school project, but i dun understand she can so worry abt it but yet never really care about her homework.. -.-Don't know what happen to me last month.. Don't feel doing anything.. kinda unlucky month for me too.. But then nvm.. what over alrdy over.. Now is a june! look forward!

I must change this habit, LAZINESS.. Even i cant stand myself anymore.. lazy lazy lazy... Reply a msg i also will feel very tiring.. Answer a call = end my life..

And now i'm lazy to continue to type.. so people.. good night. =)

-Pam.T

2009-05-28T23:44:00.002+08:00

i need a break.

-Pam.T

2009-05-14T14:32:00.003+08:00

hahahaas.. In class now.. now is like wasting time in class! cos teacher say this time round we need to get our own pic to do this assignment.. Everyone now happily go those facebook, friendster and tags to find photo..
i abt half year nv log in my friendster le ba.. since everyone is going so i join in the fun lo.. i see my photos in friendstar, i ownself see ownself laugh like mad sia.. Why i will go take tat kind of pic and post it! Throw my face until dun know where le lo.. funny sia! My Teacher sit on my chair when i walking around in the classroom and enjoy my photo.. When i come back and saw she clicking on my com and laughing i really want to dig a hole and hide my head inside..

-Pam.T

2009-05-14T01:14:00.007+08:00

My dearest best friend out with some knnbccb chat again! :) what a lovely friend i have..

Yvain Vinny. says:
-ah who so ugly stand behind you?
-in yr dp
Pam.T says:
-lols.. she the prettiest gal in our class k
-but then she still is the 2th one
Yvain Vinny. says:
-HH?!
-HUH?!
-wtf
Pam.T says:
-cos the 1st is standing infornt
Yvain Vinny. says:
-how to win you?
-u most chio
-i love u so much
-especially yr eyes
Pam.T says:
-lols.. u very fake leh.. u know
Yvain Vinny. says:
-i cant believe i telling lies
-HAHAHAHA
Pam.T says:
-lols.. u know tat i not in mood then will say ppl pretty la cute la
-when i normal u nv say me fat i arldy have to thank god and eat veg for 1week lo
Yvain Vinny. says:
-HAHAHAHHAHA
-u nbcb
-today call u
-so irritated like that
-who make u angry
-don tell me is me
-i will die
(sorry, i deleted this middle part)
Pam.T says:
-go talk to ur cutie pie.. he asking me why u nv chat with him
-go entertain him and i gtg
Yvain Vinny. says:
-don like that leh
-AH SEE
-this time round is u hint me
-want go off alrdy
-cb this kind of FRIEND!
-GO LA GO LA
-anything call me or whatever
Pam.T says:
-i;m not hinting.. i really want to go and SLP!
Yvain Vinny. says:
-don alone think too much
-don jump down the window hor
-7th floor wont die
-handicapp only
-anything come my hse downstairs first or i go over
-then u die
-GO SLEEP
-NIGHTS!
-muacksssssssssss
Pam.T says:
-cb i nv post this i dun call pamela tan shi li!
Yvain Vinny. says:
-OMFG
Pam.T says:
-very slply also must post 1st!
-u WAIT AND SEE
-dun come cb say what i'm the prettiest in the world tat kind of thing
-it USELESS
Yvain Vinny. says:
-HAHAHAHHAHAA
-pls lor, u pretty no need say
-look at you as a whole know liao
-pretty pam
Pam.T says:
-ar ar..old skill.. nv change or upgrade
Yvain Vinny. says:
-GO N DIE LA
-FK OFF TO SLEEP!
-BYE

hahahas.. Post for fun only la.. not want to against him.. know both of us, we are always like this.. if not nth to post also.. Nth to say, nth to share, nth to talk, nth to speak out, all nth.. but then ya la.. recently dun know why or maybe know why my mood is not there.. lucky i have him to act stupid and some other friend to cheer me up.. So what i dun have? At least i have a group of friends which will always be there for me when i need.. Friends is better! isn't it? uhmmm.. must think positive! Good night. i very long nv slp well enough..

-Pam.T

2009-05-12T13:10:00.000+08:00

Jessica Mauboy - Burn

Did my make up and my hair
The way you like, like, you like, you like
Still you seem to find somethin' 'bout me
That isn't right, right, right, right

You called me sexy when we first began
I'm sorry this is the way I am
I'm crazy just for givin' you a chance, chance
This will never happen again

Look what you did to me, cut me so very deep
I need a doctor 'cause this is startin' to burn
Try to fix it now, the bridge is to the ground
This love is over so baby just let it burn

When we're at the club
Don't I shake it the way that turns you on, on, on
(You couldn't take your eyes off of me)
You know that I'm hot but you wanna make me feel
Like I did somethin' wrong, wrong
(You try to put me down but this is not what I need)

You're twisted, if you think that you can control me
Your actions are about to leave you sad and lonely
You're crazy so let me put this to an end, end
Don't ever wanna see you again

Look what you did to me, cut me so very deep
I need a doctor 'cause this is startin' to burn
Don't try to fix it now, the bridge is to the ground
This love is over so baby just let it burn

I'm on fire, I'm on fire, no way to cool me down
Boy you're burnin' me up
I'm on fire, I'm on fire, no way to cool me down
Boy you're burnin' me up, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

Look what you did to me, cut me so very deep
I need a doctor 'cause this is startin' to burn
Don't try to fix it now, the bridge is to the ground
This love is over so baby just let it burn

Look what you did to me, cut me so very deep
I need a doctor 'cause this is startin' to burn
Don't try to fix it now, the bridge is to the ground
This love is over so baby just let it burn

Oh, oh, burn, burn
Oh, oh, burn, burn

-Pam.T

2009-05-11T01:16:00.003+08:00

HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA

Hope tat i still know how to smile, laugh, happy.. Never mind..

-Pam.T

2009-05-06T00:59:00.002+08:00

uhmm.. i dun know is my tamper really tat bad or ??. Just a very simple house pic, can make me go mad like hell! CB! dun know how to draw la la la la la la la... Most of my classmate arldy done it but i still...... haiz. skip this homework, dun want to do, act stupid.. But then, i can run once i cannot hide forever.. still got a 15 drawing project waiting for me. Date line is abt 1month time but then i haven even do a single work.. Art, drawing really have to see mood.. If the mood is not there, no matter how much u push yourself, you can't draw anything out.. And what a right timing, those day my mood is not very good for drawing.. As in too high.. keep playing and playing.. The more i play the more i lost the skill of drawing..
PAM PAM PAM!! wake up wake up! Enough of playing! It time for you to work! Don't Give Up!!!! ya. hope so.

-Pam.T

2009-05-05T00:59:00.002+08:00

ar~ i did a unbelievable thing around 11.10p.m. I chat with someone on phone! Yes. i talk alot but when on phone, Pamela is not Pamela.. Don't know why, just dun like to chat on phone. I dun mind ppl sharing me their problem, if i can i will help and slove maybe? But pls dun call and say you are bored, entertain me leh.. i will shout fk off and hang the phone..

I'm surpirse tat why this classmate will call me at this time. i tot maybe she want to ask abt sch work or what. So without thinking much st8 away ans the call..

'hey, pam what ya doing? free to chat?' oo wow.. since She arldy ask and from her voice tat i heard she really need someone beside now, i think i should play my part. Aiyo, haiszx, this kind of thing, girl somemore leh how to reject. XD HAHAHAS.
And i think most of the guys will be jealous abt me! So many guys is asking for her number and none can get it beside me.. HoHoHo.. She just join my class 2 weeks after my sch start. Once she step into the class, she turn all the guys and 1 lady on.. Pretty anot.. wow really hard to answer, not ugly but got a diff kind of beauti which will want to make ppl see one more eye again and again.. woot, very hard to explain.. but then not my really my tea.. So we are only FRIEND! But uhmmmm i dun mind change drinking coffee.. HAHAHAS.. nah.. kidding.

But then her topic is kinda dun suit me, boyfriend. -.- oookaayy.. still have to comtiune listen.. say recently got some problem la.. then chat chat chat.. wow.. 45mins gone.. to u all maybe is normal but to me is very long le wor.. finally clam her down and hang the phone.. End. Even thought i dun like to chat on phone but i love ppl telling me their problem. Tat mean tat they turst in you, tat why they will tell you.. tat kind of feeling ar i enjoy the most, the turst.

-Pam.T

2009-05-04T01:33:00.005+08:00

This is how my best buddy treat me! HOW ABT URS?!

Yvain Galadriel, clubbing on rainy days inspired. says:
-DARLING
-u thereeeeee?
Pam.T says:
-no
-slping
Yvain Galadriel, clubbing on rainy days inspired. says:
-LOl
Pam.T says:
-zzzz
- slping..
- can understand?
Yvain Galadriel, clubbing on rainy days inspired. says:
- give me yr facebook account
- quick
-i want to see someone photo
- but need access pw
- i don have ac
-quick la
-nnb (CB.. ask for my acc still scold me)
Pam.T says:
- F u
-no wonder
- chey
- cheerful-pam@hotmail.com
- **************
(5 mins Later.....)
Yvain Galadriel, clubbing on rainy days inspired. says:
-stupid la
- cb the photo so small
-see sai
- LOL
-anyway thanks
-muacks
Pam.T says:
-Fk de leh.. this call best friend.. no wonder so good, so late will talk to me.. i tot find me chat or what.. still call me ''honey''.. is want ACC!
Yvain Galadriel, clubbing on rainy days inspired. says:
-HAHAHAHHA
-fuck tio shoot behind my back
-i know ask from joshua
-that cb pig reply slower than you
-LOL
-no la
-i talk to you every night wad
-but u ignore me
-):
-best friend must help one another ma
-next time u need my acc
-i lend you too okay sweetheart
-muacks muacks
Pam.T says:
F U F U F U! wao cow... hillo uncle.. want lie also must have skill de leh!
Yvain Galadriel, clubbing on rainy days inspired. says:
- HAHAHAHHAHAA
- WHAHAHAHAHA. cb talk to you on msn also can laugh like fuck
- you are really a entertainer for life
Pam.T says:
-who want ur acc?!?!! alll is GAY!!!! if they are st8 maybe i still will go inside see see look look..
-GAY leh! see for what!
-waste my time! i want them, they also wont want me!
Yvain Galadriel, clubbing on rainy days inspired. says:
- yalor
- who want mountain?!
Pam.T says:
-CB! SPELL IT BIG AGAIN!
-ooooo ya... they want ghost
-tat why.. haizxzxz
Yvain Galadriel, clubbing on rainy days inspired. says:
-MOUNTAIN!
-MOUNTAIn
-MOUNTAIN!
-they donwan ghost also
-sorry huh honey
-wait for i found someone who want mountain plus ghost
-then i intro u okay?
-muacksssssssssssssssss
-i love you so much!
Pam.T says:
-see see... ppl haven finish talking hor.. then keep typing those "abt to say byebye" thing to hint me say byebye..
Yvain Galadriel, clubbing on rainy days inspired. says:
-u sibei funny
-HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA
-cb
-people care for you, u say act caring
-people don care, you say people cold blooded
-aiyo
-u very mafan leh
-must do what then u happy?
-hard to make a mountain+ghost happy
-sian
Pam.T says:
-f u lo! i gonna BLOG ABT IT!
-paste whatever u type! let everyone know how u treat ur GOOD FRIENDS!
Yvain Galadriel, clubbing on rainy days inspired. says:
-HAHAHAHA
-u cbbbbbbbbb!
-fuck FUCK!
-fall into your trap
-dont la honey
-muackssss
-MUACKIES
-MUACKIES
-HEH HE
Pam.T says:
-HAHAHAHAH! now then like this right! too late! be rdy to read turth-isunfold.blogspot.com
-GOT UR BIG NAME INSIDE!
Yvain Galadriel, clubbing on rainy days inspired. says:
-nbcb
-update alrdy a not?
-dont la honey
-recently got this new french restaurant at clarke quay
-i treat u go eat
-very nice leh
-the steak
-woooo
-don blog le la
-think of those nice foods
Pam.T says:
-ar ar... scold more la scold more la.. the more u scold the more bad u are!
-LOLS.. dun need.. i like fastfood only
Yvain Galadriel, clubbing on rainy days inspired. says:
- oh fast food ah?
-they ALSO SERVE
-very nice fries
-still blogging?
-don blog le
-eh need tell u something
Pam.T says:
-what?!
Yvain Galadriel, clubbing on rainy days inspired. says:
-u slim down alot sia
-very pretty now
-compare to last time
-last time also pretty
-but now prettier
Pam.T says:
-HAHAHAHS
-I TOT GOT WHAT INPORTENT THING LEH!
Yvain Galadriel, clubbing on rainy days inspired. says:
-huh u pretty? not important meh?
Pam.T says:
-wow... u got the potential to take over my place..
-very very.. very important.. and this i also will blog it too.. too let ppl see how 2 face are you
Yvain Galadriel, clubbing on rainy days inspired. says:
-wah nb cb
-okay la nvm
-plan fail alrdy
-scold more
-if not bo hua
-u MOUNTAIN
-nabei
(and all the #@$@$% go on and on)

I got cut away some part, cos those can't post out..
So this is what i call BEST FRIEND! VERY hard to find.. If u want i can intro u..

-Pam.T

2009-04-28T09:54:00.003+08:00

I'm in my class now! hahahas! best man! teacher nv come and we are in the com room do whatever i like..
For the guys, play CS. as if here is the lan room.. For the girls, go friendster la, tag la, facebook la, aiya whatever la! But for me, T_T rushing my homework.. i got 2 homework haven do. both i do until half way only..

Yday after blogger very tired arldy when to slp after tat and forget abt everything! After sch i still have my dance class.. they wtf de lo.. 1st day of the lesson they want me to do learn breaking?! huh! how to break?! they teach me alot of thing.. cos no teacher for dance, is students teach students.. Around 10 Students in the gourp all have their owe style, poping, Cwalk, shaking all those lo.. i'm the only newbie in the gourp cos they dun want their gourp to be too big, so can say i'm the lucky one. but then stress sia.. watch them dance my mouth open real big and stone at there.. after they finish they ask me to do the same thing! HOW?!?! and they want me to join then for performance outside school on the 1st training.. my face gone huhhhhhhhhhh... how sia... i got no confident to do so lo.. scare scare..

tat all, tonight got time then conitune, i go do my homework arldy.. bye!

-Pam.T

2009-04-27T19:31:00.002+08:00

long time no see...

Lazy, no time, busy, dun feel blogging, com down. tat the reason why...

What more to blog... sch start lo, sian. have to wake up early in the morning again and again.. sch is kind of really very boring.. everyday draw and draw only.. nth more. okay la. better then ask me write. 65% malay, 35% chinese in my class. Mostly are guys but there really got number of good looking gals in my class woot, tat the reason why until now i still will go to sch ba.. As for guys... ... ... well i only can say tat lucky i'm a lesbian. Lucky i'm not the older in the class lo.. i'm the 9th-10th old.. the oldest is 25 years old.

Even tot those ppl tat are older then me then brain since like nv use before de lo. useless.. At the 1st week of sch, i really hate my class. stupid, useless, brainless, childish, no hope, '' '' '' ''.. tat the words i use on them. Nv say out infornt of them la, like tat think only. Dun really feel to mix around with them. At the 2weeks of sch my classmate abt to start a fight le leh.. wtf lo.. Hang ar.. i still my owe friends. i still can hang up with them. Can meet those NYP and RP ppl.. when ppl ask me, how my classmate and sch, i reply them, beside me no one is normal. So u can see me how dislike this sch.

But slowly slowly, today is the 1day of 3weeks. thing getting better and better. i have to take back some of my words. They really can draw very well.. not say all but most. some how some of them the attitude is diff. i start to accept the class and some of the ppl.. Some are really NO CURE.. not tat look ugly or stupid.. is their personality spoil everything.. I dun know how to explain it but if i really want to, i will make sure those personality will make u go HAHAHAHAHA.

Enough of sch, life now.
Becos the 1-2weeks i still dun really like my sch. so at the 1st week i mahjong 6days non-stop! just to kill the time. Play with Yvain( fucker) and his classmates, all i know de la. Play with them really can kill lot and lot of time. know why? cos after my turn, i finish reading newspaper still not my turn yet.. so can u imagine how slow they play? just 2-3 rounds i can play 12hours. Noramlly within 1 and a half to 2 hours i can finish 1 round, 12 hours i can play 6-8 rounds. Sometime can be real fun but most of the time u can see ''angry pam'' is playing. Their skill still not very good, like only know how to 'eat' and 'po' only.. i tot i went there to play but dun know why become teaching then how to play.. Becos they are well train by me, now can say tat they can play well enough but then STILL VERY SLOWWWWWWWWW~

Btw, The hot topic for now is. MY HAIR! everyone is talking abt it! hohohoho... went for a hair cut on last sat.. hey! the whole world top 15th hair stlyist help me cut de hor! 1 words. NICE! ok la.. at 1st i tot so so only.. short hair only lo.. tat what i ask him to cut.. but then all ppl keep telling me tat it suit me lot, look good, nice, i gain comfident sia! But is really short la. since Pri sch, my hair nv so short before le ba... uhmmmm...

Joke time.
If kill someone is not a sinful thing, i will do this to JOSHUA KOH!
Joshua koh is yvain classmate.. We quite close actually. 1st time saw him, quiet quiet, shy shy like tat de wor.. now leh.. kanalan.

Last friday got a professional grooming dun know what ppl those ppl teach how to dress and look nice all those la, came to my sch. After her talk, we met each other outside the hall and chat for awhile, somehow i can't rmb why and she touched my waist and say ' wow, u have a curvy'. Professional say tat to me leh! who ever heard le also happy la right.. Say thank you thank you, then act a shy then went home.
Then at night Yvain and Joshua KOH went over my house play mahjong. i suddenly rmb what happen in sch and i share with them what the professional say abt me. U know how tat Joshua say?!

"You never ask her is curve inward or outward." _l_

-Pam.T

2009-04-09T10:12:00.003+08:00

MORNING PPL! 10a.m in the morning and i still awake! Not becos of i can't slp but is i CANNOT slp.. thank to Mr kai and Mr peng die die dun want to go home, slping on my bed now!
I'm freaking tired now but then no matter how i shout and pull them is totally useless. After finish blogger they still dun want go out, i gonna call police. -.-

Yday actually is a very easy day for me, cos no outing or what, my plan is to stay at home rest, use com, read book tat all. But then my mum say wanna go find my sis for lunch, ask me whether wan to join alone not, since my sch going to start next week i think i should spend more time with my family. We went to TM ikea shop shop and then went to the hypermarket. Then i recieved called from Guo, say going to PLU celebrate Wei Jie belated birthday ask me to join. Since PLU is so damn near my house and i going back soon plus after tat i got nth to do somemore is my honey birthday i should give him face de right. From tat on ward i suddenly very busy.. Abt 25 ppl at the celebration ba. but abt 7 of them not very close de. nv even talk before. just dun care them, we play our game, they chat their staff.

Play those drinking cards game lo.. Overall the game is just drinking! -.- i dun drink! tat why bored. Somemore this gourp is very diff with tat chalet group of friends. Those gourp not so ''Open'' tat why those game tat play in the chalet cannot play with them, they will "Shy''. Actually, no point and dun need waste the time play those chalet game with them la, cos all are guys! i dun gain anything! HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHS.

Around 11.30p.m. most of the ppl say wanna go hm le. but then to me and Wei jie the night is still young, we should go find something to do. MAH JONG! wahahaha.. Dun play play hor, we all ton mahjong with we having our Nlvl k. after exam paper, mahjong at my house until next day go take another paper again.
the same old four of us, Kai jian, Ah peng, Wei jie and ME! but then this time round joanna come alone too cos she say she was learning. She play fk slow lo, tat the reason why all of us are so slply now..

So, we start playing at 12a.m until.......................10.am. 10hours we play only 41/4 rounds. Main point is we play 10cents, 20cents only! waste time lo! We play for the friendship and not the money, tat why play so small. i lost $6. fk de lo nv win for half a year alrdy. dun know why leh, got so bad luck meh..

To them come my house mahjong-ing is like having party, they will eat and eat and eat, play la, drink la, slp la. in the end i have to clear all the rubbish for them. But then this time round i got no complain. =) cos at least i can find back the old sch time before my sch start. If not i dun know when i can spend this 10hours with them again. Only complain -> can the both of them faster leave, cos i want to SLP!

Wake up pls. Wake up pls. Wake up pls. Wake up pls. wake up pls. wake up pls.

4more days left, i have to wear back uniform again.

-Pam.T

2009-04-08T03:22:00.002+08:00

Everything is like this, 2-3weeks again i use the com in the living room. But normally i wont use the com in the living cos tat is for my mum to watch movie and the screen is connected to the tv screen, too big see le will dizzy. but tat time is no chioce therefore i use it. i login msn and everything, i'm very very very sure tat i nv click auto login at all. after finish using, log off, slp.. and tat the only once i use tat com.

Then from tat day onward, i feel weird why everyone is telling me, hey siao ar, why 'put pam.T is online' u scare no ppl know u on9 ar. i just wondering tat i put tat nick is like 3-4months ago, why everyone now then started to say abt it. then slowly slowly no ppl talk to me on msn. tat wried but i dun know why. maybe becos i nv on9 much so no topic to chat with.

Until i saw Cheyenne at taka, and she like damn freaking angry with me dun know why. i ask her what happen. she say why everyday talk to u, dun want reply..

huh?! when did i on9? i was working and in chalet! i 1week only on9 once!

DUN LIE! u still put ur nick Pam.T is on9 but no matter when and how talk to u, u wont reply.

i shock sia! i HUH so louding everyone turn around and look at me. ''seriourly i nv on9 at all! and i nv put tat nick before! i in chalet and everything how can i be on9?''

Then they also shock and told me tat got ppl login my msn EVERYDAY! Then i start to scold all the 3 letters word and recall back who the fk know my password. Finally i recall back, 3-4weeks back i use the living room com and everything happen on the same timing. In the end, u know is who? -..-

my cutie mummy. She nv login my msn to stalk me, she dun know how to use msn. just tat when everyshe on the com, the msn auto login. tat why who ever talk to me i nv reply. not i dun want reply is i dun ever know anything and everything! if cheyenne nv scold me, till now i still look like an stupid idiot. lucky they accpet my explanation and forgive.

Now, i dun know who have chat with me before within tat 4weeks and i nv answer/reply at all.. i'm very very very sorry. i'm not acting dao or what, it just an simple misunderstanding. Hope u can understand. Thank you.

Pam.T

2009-04-02T23:49:00.002+08:00

*SobSob* i been raped in the chalet.
finally i can blog, but i have alot of thing haven update. it since like everyday something will happen to me but i dun have the time to blog it out, so the past just like it be the past. dun blog abt it. cos too long and too many for me to write. Actually i lazy to type.

Tue, after work i went to Yvain class chalet. weird right, i tot i say my last day is at sun why tue i still working, -.- AR! sick of keep explaining and explaining. Overall all is becos they count wrongly my AL, then ask me to work 5 more days to pay them back..

I reach there abt near 8p.m most of the ppl arldy there. Not much, abt 15-20 in total. Before tat i arldy know most of them and they know Pam this cute girl too. So is like no distance between us, just like my normal friend. When i reach the chalet i st8 away eat and eat and eat. hungry like what sia. they BBQ for me and i eat! cos i'm the VIP! After tat chat chat, joke joke with them awhile, after the 9p.m channel 8 drama show, here come the intestine part.

Now u ask me what happen on tat day i really can't recall the whole story. We start to play game after the drama. Starting we play those small small game, which only can kill time but nv get much fun. The game is like keep drinking and drinking only. i not a person tat like to drink alot la, so awhile later i feel boring arldy. But then abt hour later everyone start to kpkb say very boring, say think of other more intestine game. i dun know how to explain how to play the game, it too hard for me to type it out, somehow everyone have a number, who ever number been called have to do anything or whatever the winner say, But then every round, everyone number will change la, so no one know who is who.Before the person holding the number show him/herself, winning must set rule 1st. after tat the person who holding the number have to stand up and do the punishment. Starting the punishment = a piece of cake.

1st number slap 2th number on the face la. but then all are friend, dun really dare to slap so slap very soft only. If not will be A kiss B on the lip. So simple lo. Before the game start i arldy ... ... ... Not my fault, all of us are too friendly to each other le. =) HAHAHAHS

Slowly slowly the punishment is more and more extreme. A use mouth squeeze the lime without using hand and pass it to B mouth. And got 1 punishment is WTF de lo, 6ppl in a roll play this punishment, put the lime in 1st party mouth and keep on passing and passing from mouth to mouth, tgt with beer in the month, everyone must drink the beer somemore. If not will be give love bite la.

When everyone is getting high and more daring, hoho.. is omg de lo! Everyone is running out of punishment idea, i can't rmb is who suddenly shout all really dare to play anot. then everyone say dare la. then 'the who' say k la! next punishment will be LC la! When this rule been set, at the 2th round my number been called. then i say i LC with who, so the winning have to call another number to be my partner. around 18 ppls playing this game, only got 5guys and the rest are girls, like tat i still can pick dao a guy. Sian de lo, tat my 1st LC with a guy since 6-7 years back. Somemore i not very close with tat guy lo, we only say hi and yvain intro us to each other and then nv talk before le, after a hi next is LC. wtf? Not, 1sec, 3sec is 5 sec, tat the rule. Then we L, other cheer then next round arldy.. Slowly Slowly from 5sec, become 10secs.

After tat, i'm just praying and hoping my number can been call every round, so many girls, sure will hit at least 1 de ma, all not bad looking also, dun waste ma.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAS! kidding la kidding la.. i'm not tat kind of person. heee..

Awhile later my number been call again! and this time round is another GUY! ARRRRRR! no choose lo, no fate. last then 15mins, my number been call again. she say bored of seeing ppl LC, she want to see what the two number to dig each other nose for 10secs! My face is HUH~ did i own u money? why u want to treat me like this. After she set the rule the two number must stand up, wao cow! is the 2th guys i LC with!

When nearly end the game, punishment become touching LJ, CB all those.. Using hand, leg and even head! so stapid but it really damn funny. After tat is around 4a.m+ then comitune drink awhile then went to 2th level slp. 3 person have to share a single bed, how to slp like tat! plus still semi-drink. The worse thing is, early 9a.m i have to wake up cos i arldy promise to meet HS and Shu wen at Shu wen school to accompany her do her finally year project.

Here i have to say million and million of sorry to both of you.. i'm really really sorry. i dun mean to put u both plane is i really cannot wake up. 8 ppl in the room, no one can hear my alarm. Until they call me then i wake up and told them tat i cannot make it.. feel so bad lo.. Shu really sorry, HS i dun mean to put u plane.. i will pay both of u back..

This is the 1st day of the chalet only.. 2th day not really tat fun, cos some ppl arldy went home, so dun really need to blog out. Lucky joan come and find me, help me kill some hours, cos she also got chalet nearby only. But then she took my nike watch! =( i just bought only sia. uhmmm.. if not wrong should be tat all. If not will be those thing tat i nv post mean cannot say de la.. Once say out, i dun know how to explain sia. I dun know u can understand what am i writing not, cos when i read i dun really can understand. got alot of spelling mistake, but lazy to change and check. so i dun think u can, but tat what everyone say abt my blog, i write for myself to read only, cos only i can understand wtf i'm talking abt! but still got ppl will go and read leh.. tat all friends! good night! WORK AGAIN LATER! fk. -.-

-Pam.T

2009-03-26T23:17:00.003+08:00

Tired, busy.
wao lao got alot of thing haven update my blog yet.. everyone arldy finish uploading everything i haven even start. From 22-today this is the 1st time i got the time to touch the keybored and click on the mouse. ECP, Mahjong, BF house, Woodland, Nike, Facebook, Friends and Stalker! So many thing happen within this few days and all the topic are waiting for me to tell u all! But i can't do it right now, cos i have to wake up early in the morning 7a.m rush over to woodland. After tat i have to rush back to town meet ppl again! Beside tat, today i only slp for 1hr30mins then i rush to taka to work.

really fk up with nike, want leave alrdy also cannot let me hao hao de leave.
tat all for today, no time to type grandmother story. good night! Hope i can upload everything asap! Night.

-Pam.T

2009-03-22T03:09:00.004+08:00

My mum so sweet and cute. =) Just now she suddenly open the door and stand in front of the door and say, ah pam i can't slp leh.

'then what u want me to do?'

'just give me a hug and i can sleep very well and sweet.'

*Hugs*

mum:'okay. thank you. good night.' (close the door)

2009-03-22T02:24:00.002+08:00

Damn man.. Anyhow waste money again! Very poor now lo. I think my bank left only 100. Have to eat bread until i get my pays which is 28th. -.- 11hours later still have to go ECP. Broke arldy ar~ uhmmm... u think if i say, i fall sick need to stay at home rest, u think will they believe? uhmmm. Let try! ^^

Got alot of song need to be download leh.. but dun have DL link. Most of the song is very rare, those tecktonik, jumpstlye music.. very hard to find ar.. Even i go to HMV find also dun have. Woot! i gonna be a dancer soon! now learning tecktonilk, after tat will be jumpstlye, follow by will be popping! locking! breaking! whahahaha! ya pam, dream on baby.. Before anything slim down is the 1st step. -.- Wei! dun look down on me k! give me 6months! tat enough! i make sure 6months later i walking on street u dun know who am i and come to me ask for my number k! (ownself write ownself laugh)

YES! This coming friday will be the night tat i waiting for! CB, this time round who dare to put me plane again 2 weeks cannot shit ar.

-Pam.T

2009-03-19T01:11:00.004+08:00

i nv go clubbing! OMG! Tat not me! Next time la k, promise.. Uhmmm.. if not i guess now i still shaking butt at this time.

End up went for supper at PLU! some where near my house, and is very very near. Went with a carzy gal, siao de lo. keep biteing me, if hungry order food la, bite me for what. HAHAHAHAS.. Live near also no use, have to send her home 1st.. becos of i scare she will go around bite or raped other. So to protact them, i have to do so. but then send half way, she say got bus then accpany her wait for bus then go home lo..

This afternoon, i saw my bro gf using com in his rm. i went in and have a small chat with her, i ask her what she doing? playing facebook, tat her answer. Then she asked me, did i own a acc in facebook..

'Hope so, but dun have, cos i'm too lazy to crt8 one'

WAKAKAKA! this is the answer i waiting for!

'O really? Nvm ar. i help u crt8 1.'

I nv f0rce her ar! She is too helpful, somemore maybe 1 day we will become 1 family leh. who know right..

And now finally i have a facebook acc! clap clap! Actually nth to be surpise of, who also know i dun crt8 acc on my own, there alway a right hand man to help me do so. She help me add friends, do this do tat, and i just lying on the bed say ok ok, anything, can can, whatever u like can arldy..

Until mid-night when i reach my home sweet home, tat the 1st time i login my facebook.. follow by is MSN.. once i login my msn.. some friends st8 away scold me, Siao ar, u put ur HP number inside facebook for what! i was like, huh? when did i put my number inside. i haven even really touch da facebook..

Carrie, u hate me just say la. why put my number inside.. later got ppl anyhow call how~ if gals, okay la.. i dun mind making more friends. If guys how.. i'm still pure u know. Kidding na kidding na.. Anw, thank you alot alot of ur help. =)

-Pam.T

2009-03-18T00:30:00.002+08:00

Fuck de lo.. Ma de.. this 2 days stay at home do NTH! Most of them working leh.. CB. i work u all dun work, now i nv work all work. Boring sia....... Want ask ppl go out leh. the best is clubbing la, but then my wallet got a big hole and dun know who to jio leh. Tat stupid Thomas everytime will jio but then end up cancel. Cannot blame him, other friend keep putting plane. Just now he ask me again. This time round is CFM going de.. But then i meeting someone le leh.. How ar.... I want go, but i also make my promise to her arldy.. omg omg omg~ I die die at least must go CLUB before my school start. Suddenly dun feel going to school, it like so bored, all malay... -.-

uhmm.. This coming sunday maybe will go sandtosa again! this will be the 3th time i go there this month. but still not cfm la.. Cos Ivy lee haven reply me. -.- she the one say wanna meet ask me plan outting, yet she the only 1 mia.

Finally, i meet Yvian out. =) seen like alot ppl really care abt me and him uh.. My friends will ask me abt how me and him and his friends will do the same thing. i'm bad, i know. He take the 1st step msg me and apologize 2 weeks ago but then i act as if i nv saw tat msg. Tat my attitude, some more i want to let him know how serious it is. If forgive and forget so easily, same story will happen again and again. Until, tat day went supper with Shyan she ask abt how's me and him, and i told her the story again, She sort of asking me, he arldy give in, i still want what. i want nth but i also dun know what i waiting for.
My personality is like tat de, must wait people scold, nag or push then i will do something abt it.
Today went pass his house again, so give him a msg ask where him. He say on the way home, so i wait him nearby his house area lo.. He came and he ask a very stupid Qns, U still angry ar? -.- if i angry, will i be a idiot waiting for u for abt near 1/2hour. I give him a very crab answer, both of us start to hahahahahahas act as if nth happen and went back to the old pam and yvian again..
We find a place to slack and chat. R/S is always our top and hot topic. Cos our R/S stroy is very diff from other! can turn into a story book or drama show. His only la, i very low profile de. tsk tsk tsk tsk.. He change boyfriend is like using tissues paper de lo. So damn scary. Cannot write too much, later hafiz got read my blog no only he die, i die with him too..
Around 11p.m went home le, cos tml he still have sch. I tot he so good wor, say want send me home. CHEY! actually want to borrow my accessory again.

-Pam.T

2009-03-13T01:29:00.004+08:00

No matter what model of the phone is
No matter the cost of the phone is
No matter how many megapixel the camera is
No matter how good the phone is
No matter how nice the phone look

As long as it can't call or msg, it a USELESS phone.
I never pay my phone bills again!
Sorry for those people who msg me this few days, not i don't want reply, is i can't reply. i will try to make the payment by today. sorry sorry.

o ya! so long never update alrdy, miss me right? come on~ Don't be shy~ i knew it. =)
Recently not working ma, this month is my last month and i only work 9days but get one whole month pays! LOVELY! Cos clearing my leave and hours. But it not a good thing for me, which mean i got more time to waste my money. Everytime i never work i will go out, go out and go out. Until nearly i can see the sun then i go home. Tat why no time to blog ma. You think i very free meh. i got alot of dating need to entertain de hor! hahahahahahas! Want date me? can~ Pls take the Q number, come for an interview (bring along a passport size photo). Lastly, if u are been chioce for the date, cantact my assistant and she will tell u the date and time.

Today when for movie! Coming soon. ok, nice, not bad, scary, horror, can watch.

-Pam.T

2009-03-05T21:05:00.000+08:00

aiya.. lazy to write la.. tml tml..

Pam.T

2009-03-02T00:23:00.003+08:00

Hi to the Low.

Actually the post before this, i haven finish writing. Just tat while i still writing, my bro came back and he open the door. He saw my face sobbing and a box of tissue in front the com, his reaction is shock and stone. And actually i want to save it and continue the next day, but then i dun know why i can't save it! It say loading but i waited abt 1min, it still loading. PS leh! let own bro saw me crying, so anyhow type a ending, publish out and went back to my own room.
Aiya, dun need continue. Cos what arldy happen, is arldy happen. can't change, no point writing and remind myself back again. I'm not tat kind of person will go seek for trouble to trouble myself. Somemore, i arldy recover! =) cos i know how to live my life tat i want to live. Happy go lucky. But then, this time round i will not going to give in for sure, never. Cos i really dun know what i did wrong. If anyone know, pls tell me.

Wondering why and how can i recover so fast everytime those unhappy thing happen to me? Really very easy, see whether u want to recover or choose not to recover only. The most easiest way is to make myself busy like hell and do something tat i enjoy or like. Therefore the next day, i went to sandtosa! To be a sunny girl! yay! Hey. Dun see me like this i very sporty de hor! All kind of sport i also know how to play k.
Taka sale friends jio me ma, give them face la so go lo~ Let me intro them for u 1st before i start, Terence, James, Xiang xin, rui xin(a IQ very very low girl, low until u cannot imagine), Cheyenne, and Long er. waaa.. long er leh! sound like very pretty hor, actually is a GUY! Lastly, the sunshine me, Pamela Tan. The 7 of us.
lols, dun really feel blogging abt it leh, can i just stop at here? XD Cos if i really want to write, very long la! lazy and tired leh. If not you can go view the IQ very low girl de blog la, she wil write abt it for sure. Overall, i went there to suntan, after tat shopping. end! short and sweet! =D save your time to read and my time to write. u happy i happy everyone happy!

After tat, Long er treat me Ben and Jerry ice-cream, so we sit down chat char, joke joke then go home le.. when i reach home, my body is like burning hot. Don't know is becos i'm really tat 'Hot' or i alrdy sunburn. XD k la k la. is sunburn la. Plus abit unwell and tired. Reach home, my mother just finish her mahjong with her friends. She lost $20 and somehow force me to play with her 2player mahjong. -.- k lo. mother leh, she the biggest leh, can i say no? This is the worse pert-time job money i ever earn, 3hours $3. You know how importent tat 3hours for me, mum? T_T Worse is i have to work the next day..

Next day, which is today! I NEVER GO WORK! WAKAKAKAK! Cos i take MC! Cos my whole body is dead beside my fingers. i can't even walk, the sun is really power. I can run but cannot hide, tml die le lo. but heng heng la, is P.M shift. So damn free today, IQ low ask me go out but i dun want. Cos if u ask me go die will be easiler. how to move?! even bath i alrdy feel crying and shouting like hell inside the bathe room. Next time la k, sorry ar.. be more undersatnding k.. Today Com is my only company. :)
Watch MV,movie, Bballs match. I last time bballs school term de hor! but is last time...... now.. lols, forget it.
Stupid de lo, when i was so free and nothing to do, no ppl want to chat with me. Du lan de lo. When i was busying watching my staff, they will start to 'concern' abt me. This is the most ppls chat with me on msn ever. But then some i never reply act a never saw the chat. then after the movie then act a opps, sorry sorry just now away. HAHAHAHS!
Actually i want to blog around 12p.m but then i push push push push until now~ then i started. BUSY MA, some excuse as my dear friend. humf.

Oh ya.. hey i know u are reading, fast reader. thank you. :) i really appreciated your msg.

-Pam.T

2009-02-28T00:24:00.002+08:00

Holding me and told me abt her ex story, u want me to tell her tat, hey i dun want to listen, dun tell me.. Okay fine, the problem fall on her, not u.. i can understand. But if u were me, siting alone like an idiot, how would u feel? Ya, say is say 3 ppls on the mrt, but what i know is mp3 is my only accompany. Tat not your fault, nvm i know. Let forget abt tat. Main thing is not this.

'i dun dare to step into a r/s is becos i scare i will left out my friends. i hate those people. If i in a r/s i wont become one of them.'

Rmb those bull shit tat out from ur mouth? Forget ardy right? Let me remind u again. If u can't rmb, u say tat in Serangoon central, the big stone there, not long ago, less then a year abt at least 10months ago.
When u told me tat, i laugh at u, and i say, dun crab la, now u are single, tat why u will like tat say and think, when u got cpl arldy, i will wait and see.

'No lor, i wont be like tat for sure.'

And this is how u reply me.
Hey, stop talking big can. You say i'm a person tat think tat i'm alway right, other are wrong. Ya, it true. I admit tat. But how about you? You are just another Pamela Tan Shi Li. 3Months back, when u got ask me out before? Call before? chat before? NO! ANYTHING! NOT EVEN A MSN CHAT. Nvm, fine. okay, school work, yaya i know, dun need to ask me ask ur friends, but beside tat excuse can you be more creative? Morning 8a.m-9p.m, every weekdays... ... ... ... something i had heard at least 30times. Wow.. u are so damn busy, and i dun understand why, u can meet ur bf after sch but not me, WHY u can wake up early in the morning to find ur bf but not ME, WHY u can spend so much time on him but not even a min on ME, WHY u can do every before to me but now can't! WHY u are alway too busy for me and not HIM?! WHY?! Dun misunderstood tat i dun like him or what.. Nth to do with other and dun blame other, it abt u and me.

Everytime, when this topic been bring out, u will say, u dun expect me to throw him one side and what what what ba? U dun expect me to " " " " " , U dun expect me to this, dun expect me to do there... NO, i dun expect u to do those thing, what i really expect is you to spend maybe a 1hr or 30mins with me. Like before, happily chatting abt our personal thing and life. tat all i expect. tat all. not everyday, once a week i will be very happy arldy. really. Is it my expactation too high? i know u are busy, tat why when ever i free, i will ask u out, but how u treat me? i know u got sch, but then i also have to work. but why? i'm alway so free for u, ask u 1st before anyone but then busy busy busy. i'm so numb to the answer.
Do u know everytime i go home, when i reach ur bus stop, i will look into ur room, see whether ur room light are on anot, if so maybe can alight over there and have a small chat. Knowing tat u got sch next day, tat why i nv do so.
I stand at ur side and think, but how abt u? Have u ever do tat before?

I want to slack, i dun want go home. U think i really want to slack? No, what i want is just a chat. Do u know how much thing i have to catch up with u? Do u know what happen to me recently? No u don't.
'HUH~ cannot, tml early in the morning i going to meet him'
WAA.. u know how borken is my heart when i hear this.Finally, u can't say busy abt school work but i heard something even worse. i really feel crying when u told me this. You can spend EARLY IN THE MORNING FOR HIM, not even 1hr for me. A nearly 9years r/s and a 3mths r/s, ur action arldy choose the answer.

Maybe u will say, i not in a r/s i wont know how u feel, Firstly, i can very clearly tell u tat i know. and i even know more then u. Secondly, by knowing this will happen, DON'T say those words 10months ago! IT MEANLINGLESS! IT BULL SHIT! if u nv say tat, maybe i wont be so angry and sad like now. You really make me feel very disappointed on you. You know what type of personality i hard the most in my life, and u chioce to be tat kind of person. You really tat hate me? then just tell me, dun go one big round to make me hate you. Beside fine, fine fine. what u want me to say? cos u think tat u are alway right, i'm just a very not understanding friend, dun understand what u want. But now understanding are you? You dun even know what i'm thinking/want. Like tat u also angry. lols. ya. like tat.. i walk away with tears and pain without turning back.

i wasting my tears and tissue to write this post. So hurtful, so pain.

2009-02-24T03:26:00.001+08:00

Shuwen's says:
Pam, got money to lend?
Shuwen's says:
HAHHA

LOLS! This is how my cute friend borrow money from other. Not even a hi or hello, st8 to the point! Pro Pro.

Pam.T

2009-02-23T23:01:00.003+08:00

OMG! it so damn bloody scary! AR!!!!! Today at work the time really past f slow lo.. Lani, Fir and me, 3 of us working today, without tat fucker, life should be easy but then today taka really dun have people but ghost maybe.. We can slack until like staying in the storeroom chatting, go buy drink, smoke... ... ... uhmmm.. actually i did those thing most of the time la.. =D

Starting we tell jokes, riddles all laugh like mad. Don't know when and which idiot started to say abt ghost story. When 1 ended his/her story, 1 of us will continue with other of his/her ghost story.. Suddenly, Fir, my another incharge say tat actually there is 'something' in the storeroom. He even pointed out where he saw a 'unknown lady' in the storeroom when he doing closing 1 year ago. Wao lao a! at tat very moment, we can feel a strong wind, and our hair stand sia! Then we faster change topic after tat. Okay, 9.30 go home, went i alrdy outside taka, i can't find my wallet! i left it in tat bloodly storeroom. Lani leave, so left only me and fir. i can't go home without wallet cos my cash and cards all inside. If staff need to go back to taka, we must have the staff pass, but my in the wallet! So Fir lend me his and ask me go up myself cos only got 1 pass. -.-
K lo, no choice. who ask me so careless. Inside taka at tat time is totally no ppl de lo.. Only me~ i reach the store, it really really very dark, storeroom is even worse! i switch on the light and i start to imagine something will pop out from the storeroom, idiot lo go and scare myself for what. But what the worst thing is, my wallet is next to the place where Fir saw the lady. i faster take my wallet and switch off the light and walk off there. Lucky i nv saw anything, pui~ Fir still can joke say got say Hi and self intro to her anot. But if this happen again, i will just borrow some coins from others and leave it there until the next day i work. In the storeroom can out of sudden feel cold de lo, and like someone looking at me, the feeling is too weird.

After tat actually wanna meet Nick de, go get some drink. But then there is someone who i dun really like going also, somemore this mth i over spend TOO much, so save money and time miss this turn and repay him next time. Go home write blog, watch videos better, since i got thing to upload. LUCKILY! i nv go, cos i recieved a mag from him, say lucky i nv go, really is waste time and money. HENG AR!

Okay tat all for today, let talk abt what happen 2days ago.

2 days ago, which is sat. i met my NS boy! =) woot! kinda miss him, we abt 4-5mths nv meet le ba. Feel bad la, everytime he wanna meet, my reason will be those, working, busying, tired, dun feel going out.. Actually not tat busying, not tat tired, not even working, just tat dun feel meeting him. i'm sucker, i know. It always like tat, when want to do something, nth can stop but if don't want, there will be million and million of reason. right? Tat human, and it is a cycle. What goes around, come back around. After other also treat me tat way, finally i can understood his feeling and i called him out.
He really is a very nice guy, beside he is too emotional and sometime abit childish, other then tat i dun really can find any bad point of him. We know each other since sec1 ba, classmate. Without him i can't pass my Nlevel. Olevel he did the same thing, but he fail this time! Not becos of him, have to blame myself for being too lazy. He treat me so damn good, until sometime want to thank him but dun know how to open tat mouth. To me, he is like more then a normal friend but at most it still friend, cos is he. Btw, he knew tat what i am. He really can stand at other ppl side and think for them. My temper everyone know, he is 1 of an extinct human tat can tolerate me for so long. We nv quarrel before, and it hard to start a quareel with him, cos when a quarrel is abt to start, he will try to give way and make thing small and apologize even really not his fault at all.

Every year my birthday present tat i received from him, tat can cost a bomb. Last year, he gave me a 100ml Calvin Klein fragrance, a Adidas watch and a birthday card. ha, know what, i nv even celebrate my birthday with him last year. He want to help me celebrate but my answer is always too busy for him. Nearly 1mth after my birthday, then i have time for him, he pass me the present and treat me a meal, all i say is only a Thank you. You want know how bad am i? i alrdy owe his birthday presents for 3years! But he nv even say a word. Fucker right?! yaya i know i know and i really regretted what i did to him. Deeply regret!

He very concern abt my study and my future, when i told him tat i feel like continue my study, he much more happier then my mother. He asked me which school i'm going and what course i going to study, i say don't know, lazy to check, but mostly will be something tat link to media ba. The next day i on9, he leave a offline msg for me. Is all the sch name tat have media course, all the media course information, sch website, and sch contact number. touched? I don't know how long he took to do the research, but it have to take at least more then a hour.
He really did alots for me, really.

Sad. We went to bugis tat day, Shopping, but main point is to update what happen to each other for the past few months. After few round of trying and spending, we settle down at KFC, I asked him, what he going to do after his 2years NS?
I don't know why at tat moment his answer make me quite sad and pain.
''Ooo, i going to Australia to continue my study,"
"wow, tat good. when are u coming back?"
"At least 6years."

Wow. not 6 days, 6 months. Is at least 6years. So it might be more then tat? We are not cpl, but i feel heart broken, now i still feel tat way. After what he say, the conversation had stop and both of us remind silent. I can't imagine i won't saw him for at least 6 years or even forever. Even if i have a girlfriend/boyfriend, u think will she/he treat me so damn good? I want to do something for him, but I really Don't know what i can do for him. It hard to ask him out, cos he only will be free on weekends, weekdays he will be in the camp. while i have to work most of the weekends. Ya, i gonna quit soon but my sch going to start soon too. My course is all abt projects, projects and projects!

Around 7p.m he get to go, cos he meeting his NS friends. As for me, i went to find Yvian they all, cos we saw each other while shopping, and i say i will go find them after he gone.
Actually i can fast forward here, cos nth impotent to say.
-i join them, Yvain, Cleon, Joshua, Vivien, 2Jolin and Nicole. All are Yvian Classmates.
-Went to town
-Find a place, chat. But 2 Jolin went home 1st.
-Went to Youth Park
-Start with r/s story, jokes, riddles, finally ghost story. tat why i got so many jokes and riddles to share with Fir and Lani. Those jokes and riddles from jos and Cleon is really STUPID but funny.
-It alrdy mid-night, after all the horror and ghost story all don't dare to go home, dun dare to take lift. Everyone start to call friend who live nearby or family member to accompany.
-3a.m all getting restless and tired, we walk around town abt 30mins just to find tat bus stop but we couldn't find it, end up take cab home.
-Reach home, on9 chat with Jos, and thank to what he had told me.
-bathe, sleep.
-Next day, work. -.-

Sometime i was thinking, did i know what am i doing? What i do, is really what i want to do, or i do it because for the seek of i think tat i should do it? Or i don't even know what i am doing?

-Pam.T
(this post got alot of spelling mistakes, too long and i too lazy to check. So if u cannot understand, tat your house problem, then dun read. As long as i can understand, i dun care abt other. =])

2009-02-22T02:50:00.002+08:00

Joshua, Thank! u are right man! what for hiding and stressing myself! TAT NOT ME! Your words wake me up!

-Pam.T

2009-02-18T23:30:00.002+08:00

Hey hihi..
How's your Vday? my, suck. Working la! But at least i still got received flowers and chocolates from others k. =D What a extreme diff.. Few years back received them from GUYS, but now is from GIRLS! Luckily on vday eve i went out to happy~ Went to Zouk/Phuture.. So-so la.. not really tat fun.. too pack and too many cpl! Go on the wrong timing.. I will give Phuture another chance, if still so damn fk bored, i won't step it again.. The worse part is everytime i go clubbing with 'tat cliques' something sure will happen to PHONE! Tat day on my birthday, so call i make spoil Charmine phone.. Send for repair, $150.. -..- tsk.. Don't club with them again.. Very ex..
My phone suck la.. While on smoking break, i send a msg to someone, wish happy vday, then somehow, i dun know how i drop it, after tat i cannot on it anymore.. Becos of tat drop, the whole plan gone! Damn fuck de lo.. after tat no mood to club anymore, went out eat prata then went home le.. Pui~ heng this time round under warranty cover dun need to pay anything..

WOOT~ taka sale had ended.. But i make around 20 friends over there! wakakaka.. omg.. i'm too over friendly.. Can't blame me, tat my personality.. I gonna miss those days working over there.. Too fun, dun since like working, it more like having party.. But we still get the pays! Hais.. miss miss miss miss....

-Pam.T

2009-02-13T15:46:00.004+08:00

waaaa! =) finally awake after a 15hours of beauty sleep.. Dun say i pig or what, tat becos for the past i only slept 8hours for 4days! Not each day 8 hours, is overall within the 4days.. Pro right..
1st day, 8a.m wake up went to work, reach home on9 awhile, when to bed but dun know wtf to me, i can't sleep, end up whole day never sleep at all.
2rd day, at home slack until abt time to work then i left my house, contiune working until it end, it fking tired but then a habit arldy, must on9 1st before slp.. Around 3+a.m i went to bed.
3th days, but then i wake up 6 in the morning.. -.- cos tat days my store having stores take, one year we have to do tat for once. to check is there any stocks missing or whatever la.. Actually tat day is my off day, but then they ask me to go back.. alrdy have a nice plan with my honey but i have to cancel it! The store take took abt 4-5hours ba, it end around 1p.m. Who will feel slply in the afternoon? -.- by the time it end i'm freak awake lo.. Since i'm in town and now is the best timing to call someone out for a coffee, i called Joan this ass hole and she so ON man..

'' hey, sweeite.. just wake up ar? working today?"
"yup.. Nv work''
''oooo.. want come out?''
''now? ok lo, meet where"

lols.. if everyone is like her, i can save alot for my phone bill.. 2hours later, i saw her face.. Still the same, so ugly..

''Hey, wanna go club anot?''

Very long never go le leh.. this Qns so turn on lo.. Without thinking much i ans her SURE ANOT! i very on de lo.. It wed, lady night ma.. so go in anytime also can.. so we slack, buy this buy tat in town area around 11.30 then we reach there.. We went zigca, last time belong to MOS, but after MOS close down, it become zigca.
(This part i can't write much la, so have to skip away! sorry reader!)
I reach home around 4, after bathe and everything i slept at 5a.m..
4th days, i should wake up at 8, cos i still have to work but over slept sia~ i must reach there by 9.30a.m but i wake up at 9.30!! when i saw the clock i shock like hell.. Rush everything and run out of my house, lucky! no ppl found out me for being late.. By the time i reach there is abt 11a.m.. tat day, is more like slacking the whole days then working the whole days, i late, go 1hr30min for my 1st break, 2hrs for my 2rd break.. (actually 1hr per break only) when no ppl around i can ask my part-time go toilet i help him style his hair.. hahahahas.. i dun know what kind of in-charge am i! LOLS! if my in-incharge or head saw this post, i dun know how am i going to die.. After finish everything, went home slp lo!!

Tonight i going for my 2rd round! =) go standby alrdy.. byebye~

Pam.T

2009-02-10T00:23:00.003+08:00

Sian la.. feel so bad.. Tat day just finish kbkp abt my incharge, the next day went to work, she gave us ang bao sia.. Not much la, but then is not abt the money is abt the 'xin'.. She live poor, then still have 3childrens to feed, but then she still got the heart to do so leh.. She gave to my another incharge and ask he to pass it to us then went home.. She never say is from who, she told him tat it from 'elder sister', but who the hell is the 'elder sister'?! We tot is from our manager, if the end we found out is from her! Feel so touched, wanna say thank to her but since she dun want to let us know is from her, so should we continue act stupid?

Nowdays blogging abt my work.. hahahas, ps ar reader cos i only left less then 2months to blog abt it.. so make use of this chance to blog more.. After tat will be school sux, hate school, project, '' '' '' ''
Before tat hoping and thinking when the fuck i can leave this stupid place, Finally i can leave and now i'm just hoping tat i can stay longer.. Stupid right.. =)

Pam.T

2009-02-07T20:10:00.003+08:00

Good news for myself! I going back to school on 13april. Happy? hmmm.. not really.. Interactive Media is all about drawing, on the drawing test i saw everyone around me they can really draw damn fuck well.. I was so shock when i saw their drawing, They got the telent! While as for me, i think is luck.. I myself dun even know what the fuck am i drawing and i dun know why they pick me.. When sch start how can i fight with them? Unless, i really put my everything in school and work freaking hard..

Recently, I'm so damn happy to go to work! Dun need to face tat stupid useless inchange.. =D
From 1Feb to 15Feb i will be working at taka sale, and it so fun and slack! Know why? cos I'm the INCHARGE! wkakaka! No no can control me! Only i control people! Nah.. i'm a very good incharge k! i let my part-timer go early break, ask them hungry anot, if hungry go get some fingers food or drink then come back again.. Before u want people to treat u nice, u must treat other nice first. Like tat i go smoking break, slack or whatever they also won't make noise.. Somemore all are teenager, easier to get along with.. At there can talk with other promoter, Watch MTV, a blink of eye, it arldy 9.30p.m! Work with me can go on chop chop on time.. Cos around 15mins before close i ask everyone to standby.
Actually working at nike is fun.. i love the staffs, the r/s is more then a friend.. When they saw me not in mood, they will do all kind of stupid thing or tell stupid joke to make me laugh.. They really did a good job! after what they did i really feel much better.. Without them i think my life is colourless.. A deeply thank you for u of all.. Thank!
Just tat feel tired and sick of it and a black sheep spoil everything.. No one like to work with tat idiot, she tot tat she the biggest in store, so what?! when someone bigger rank then her came to store she will act a very hardworking worker.. GO TO HELL MAN! FUCK OFF U THIS MOTHERFUCKER!

Everytime write until here, i dun know how to continue.. should i write whatever tat i want to say or don't? Should i let you know? or don't? Sometime i also dun know what i doing is right or wrong.. Should i make this step? or should i make tat step? Am i thinking too much? Yes, i am.. So complicated and it too complicated for me to handed..

-Pam.T

2009-02-03T01:52:00.002+08:00

Later, early in the morning going for the interview and drawing test.. Whether i can step back into school anot have to see my luck lo.. Cos since sec2 i nv really draw before.. After 3days of full shift thought tat can slp longer then before.. -.- but i have to wake up 2hr earlier then work! cos i dun know where is the school. No more time to waste. good night!

-Pam.T

2009-01-31T02:34:00.005+08:00

What a busy day.. =)
15mins ago just reach home~ Tired, tired, very tired.. The day before, after my work actually wanna meet my so call 'small sweet sweet'. But then after her work, i called her and she say tat she feel very tired after working so can meet another time not? Can say no meh?! ok lo, rest first meet next time, knew it. Cos this not the first time and i believe it won't be the last time. But when she told me meeting cancel, i kind of happy sia, cos i very tired also! Then got people ask me go play mahjong cos 3legs only they need 1 more. Don't want la..... tired leh + scare lose. Heehee! fk lo.. at new year finally i win the very 1st match after 2-3mouths, i tot my luck is back wor, finally bad luck is leaving my side.. at the very last round i lose everything back..
Okay! back to the topic, after working st8 away go home, i miss my bed so much. But then suddenly small sweetx2 call me say want meet. -.- ass hole right! 2hrs ago say cancel, 2hrs later say meet. Since so long nv meet le, next day not working meet lo, come out drink.
Reach home, online awhile, here come tat ass hole. Abit ps la.. make her wait for me around 1hr. Again another sorry for you. Chat all the rubbish, here and there, drink, slp. She a good listener, i'm not tat bad too. so we can chat whatever and anything. shhhhhh~ tell u something, our r/s is not tat simple, she got her personal toothbush at my house.. wakakaka! tat becos every 3mths she will come my house once. it like a cycle both of us use to it already. So that like this can maintain our friendship ma.. =DD

Friday, early in the morning around 9.30, Stupid nike called me, i saw it but then after the 1st call i turn to slient and slp again. Total i think around 9 missed call. They call me for sure nothing good, surely is not enough man-power ask me go back to work. Siao, i go back i pig. She wake up earlier then me, and she really tat..... If she were not Joan Chen, i will throw her down from 7floors. She dun allow me to contiune slp, wake me up ask me acomppany her.. Tat time if not wrong should be around near 2p.m, ask her go bugis shop, she say never dress up dun want go, ask her go near near one she say, 6 she going to meet bf, THEN WHAT U WANT ME TO DO!!! JUST LET ME SLP LA IDIOT! @!$#@$%#^$#%&$^%

My mum bought us breakfast, after eating, went back to the room use com. She saw me her facebook la, play those stupid game la. Then i ask her, help me change my blog skin.. LOLs, before tat thought of using those act cute act cute blog skin, act a cute. And we arldy choose some of the cute skin out.. but then after 2rd thought really dun fix my style leh.. very weird la.. If i put those skin on my blog, my way of typing have to chance, become, Hiillowzxzxzx, Howx euiii doingxoxoxo? >< niiCe 2 meEtie iiu! I imagine only i arldy feel vomiting. Therefore, she choose this skin for me, cute but not too over.. Thank ar.. Becos she help me make this therefore i have to write so much abt her today! cos she will be spying my blog. Just the skin, it took us the whole afternoon lo. while she fixing it i received 5-6msg asking for, club, dinner, bbq, buffet, chat, coffee.. Club very turn on leh, but wrong timing la, next day have to work. Coffee and chat, last night talk too much, no energy to chat again. BBQ and dinner, not very close leh, go le feel weird weird la.. SO! i went for the buffet! Go eat buffet with tat group, gosh! throw face sia! i will update this asap with pic, pic not with me have to wait them send 1st. Actually lazy to type for now also la.. very long la.. Skip tat 1st.. Okay! tat one wait for the the post then i continue, very slply and i haven even bathe.. good night! slp tight!

-Pam.T

Happy New Year!

2009-01-26T03:27:00.002+08:00

Finally! Rat nearly took my lift! but i manage to survive! I WILL SURVIVE!
Firstly, again wish everyone a very happy new year..

Sian de lo.. new year eve still have to work.. even thought only until 5.30 but the 'seibi sian' feel is still around. Wao lao a.. the time is really fking slow lo.. Finish working, reach home, on line awhile see got movie watch anot, chat chat, ok slp.. Half way in to my Alice wonderland, a msg woke me up. Say later go watch movie, k lo since i got nth to do, just go with them lo, so long nv see their lj face also le ma. Watch dun know what comedy show, Alls well 2009. uhmmm.. seriously if u ask me what the show abt, i really not very sure, cos i doing other thing. i cannot multidose. But over alot heard then say is lame but funny. After tat go hougang green eat eat then go home lo!

Seriously, if i never tell other tat i'm lesbian, i won't know tat most of the ppl tat surround me or one of them too. They can suddenly come to me and say, hey i got feeling for girl leh.. Don't like tat leh, i will think tat i influence my friends leh.

''HUH! i tot u got bf?! why so sudden?''
''Dun know leh, just suddenly got feeling for girl.''
''then your bf how?''
''no feeling arldy''
''Oh, cgratz.''

Beside tat i really dun know what to say.. Dun worry! Be a lesbian! -.- i won't go around brain washing ppl.
Ask her dun be a lesbian? Unreasonable leh, why must i stop her for been what she want to be? been a lesbian is not a sin what. Maybe she will be more blissful with girl leh? who know ma right?

-Pam.T

HAHAHAHA! Damn HAPPY! =D

2009-01-23T00:19:00.007+08:00

funny ar, when i got update, no ppl wan see. When i so long nv update, everyone start to care abt my life. k la k la.. dun disappoint u all, update most of the thing tat i can rmb now.. Happy becos finally i saw WENDY ANG had her coma! YES!

Friend
as u know la.. this happen, tat happen.. if i want to say the story tat will be too long for me to type it out, cos it will link to this, and tat.. end up i even can write in to a book!=) i wont go around and explain and defense myself, tat not my style.. i know what i am doing.. Only when got ppl personally ask me what happen or what my story, see my mood ba, i feel telling i will tell..

What over is arldy over, what tat shouldn't be done or should be done is arldy done.. And everything is so call back to normal again.. but there is something tat i still can't understand..

Are u really tat lack of friends? OR what? can u tell me? ooo... and if u dun know, this thing start all becos of you.. i know u are reading and u have been a regular reader, thank you for supporting my blog ar.. But so sorry tat i never even peek to ur blog. i got the link, just tat i feel tat your life dun bother me. i'm harsh and i know, but if u nv step on my tail, i wont be bad.. o ya.. if u have any feedback or comment tat is 'gu yi' want write for me to see, dun write in ur blog, cos to me is a kind of wasting my time and energy to click ur blog and read it.. nth much to say abt u, cos the more i say the more i feel sick abt u.

Work
No comment. Suck.

family
uhmmm... i getting better and better relationship with them arldy! yay! but abit ex.. cos to build in the relationship with my mum and sis, is to play mahjong. dun know what happen to my luck, i have been losing all match for the pass 2mths arldy.. total up i think got $400+ le wor.. Who say money cannot buy relationship, see i bought it!

Love
... ... Got thing to voice out, and i wanted to say it for like dun know how long arldy.. but...... after saying, got use meh? will u read? all the post tat i write abt r/s i will save it in draft, dun dare to post out.. lols. sometime i will think tat iam a idiot or what, write arldy nv post so what the point of writing it? Ya, i like you. and i really hope tat i can be with u, but i never make any action.. I'm a Loser. Dare to Love, Don't dare to act. I dun even dare to send a msg or chat with u in msg, i have to wait for my friend to encourage me to do so then i will do.

well well well.. tat all for now.. this post i use 3days to finish it. not becos my typing is tat slow, is becos my brother keep walking in and out the room.. cya.

-Pam.T

2009-01-14T23:16:00.000+08:00

HI HI! =)
so long never blog but nth to write..
so bye bye..

-Pam.T

Console help?

2009-01-01T23:50:00.000+08:00

yo people yo yo yo... long time no see, how have u been? dead? =D hope so.. Merry Xmas, Happy new Years and Happy Chinese New Year.. wish 1st, if not i'm late again..

My xmas at town, not becos of celebration all becos of work.. Work until 9.30, after tat chop chop run home.. the road is really wtf de lo.. 9.45 i at taka tower A, after 30mins of walk, opps sry should be 'squeeze' wow! i at taka tower B.. Normally tat 400m of road i only spend 5mins to walk but becos of most of the stupid singaporean go there count down i have to spend 25mins give ppl squeeze. At tat moment, i finally can understand and feel the feeling of lime juice.

My new year/new year eva spending at town also.. work la.. but nth really happen leh, so nth much to say, SO let skip this topic.. But then just now when i just reach home, gim called me, say break with his gf lo, want ask me come out drink but i reach home le plus 'someone' is waiting for me, Sorry gim, i push away ur appointment.. but he die die dun want hang up the phone, telling his story and ask me intro some girls for him.. LOLS.. come on la.. if really got girl intro, of cos i will keep it got myself 1st de what, when is ur turn?! XD Less then 1 mth ago i say abt he and her gf talking on phone the patch, see! haven 1mth break lo!!! Tat love, will give alot of surpise.. As a friend, i still have to console him, let him stand up again.. While i console him, another words which is 'scold him' i realize my mistakes also, i woke up at tat point, why? why i can see ppl mistake but i can't see my.. izzit becos human really wont realize their owe mistakes until someone told him/her? By the time they realize izzit too late to repair? What u/i really want, i dun know. why i make this step, i dun know. who know? god know? okay, in tat case, i will ask him if i got the chance to see him.. =)

-Pam.T

Nike Sucks!

2008-12-22T23:08:00.000+08:00

Wao lao de lo.. From tml onward i will be working at Taka Nike. it a very small, bored, place. Most important is the working hour is 12hours per day! fuck man. Now i arldy very de no time, still ask me waste 12 hours on working?! WTF?! But nvm.. i gonna quit soon arldy. =) be rdy to carry back my little cute sch bag and make new friends. But then work nike can exchange/trade staff discounts with other retail friend leh.. tat the only good thing i find working nike. Alot of ppl want the discounts. HaHaHas! received a good new this morning, got 1 friend want use his Gucci discount trade with my.. i gonna BOMB! his staff discounts! buy everything from head to toe.. Everyday eat Maggie Mee also NVM!

Just now go meet my carrefour friends.. Standed de la.. Every time only got 5 of us, Ivy lee, Shu wen, Hweishyan, Mag and ME! But then hs and mag didn't make it today, even though only got 3 of us but still very funny and noisy. Got ivy and me want silent you wait long long.. i bought them condom. =) they look so happy when they saw it! Dun buy me condom, i dun need it and there won't be a chance for me to use it. Hais.. Dun know when will be our next outing, everyone is so busy.

Tat time go lesbian night, cb is damn siao de lo.. Got very pretty de la, but can see cannot touch. hais.. wasted man! But we play crazy game before the dance floor start, Qing bring her Bf along, Name as Hello! ( tt a long grandmother story why called hello). They dare me and Jonathan, what they did we must follow also. Come la! scare what! dun dare me, i Love and enjoy playing daring game. Use ass and think also know what this cpl will do la, So we follow lo! Other just sitting down there watch show, clap hands.

Tml 9a.m need to go Nike Xmas party. stupid lo where got ppl celebrate Xmas in the morning de. Becos night we all need to work ma.. tat why lo.. exchange gift again la.. must be $10 and above.. Must be something useful. Okay lo, want play game with me, i play with u.. i bought tissue paper! but 1 pkt only cost $1.95, so i bought 6 roll lo! who received tat he/she 1 years dun need buy tissue paper.. uhmmm.. i arldy know next year what to buy, toilet paper.

-Pam.T

Friendster

2008-12-17T23:19:00.000+08:00

Hey people! Very sorry if u are one of my friendster friend.. My friendster tio the porn virus la.. will auto send the video to my friends, not i send de~! I dun watch this kind of video.. =) even got, i wont share! i'm selfish, i will keep it to myself.. =D If u received any of this kind of video, very sorry make u all do extra work, del it.. And i can't reply all the comment..

Money money money! No money! This mth i over spend until very serious but i just dun know where my money gone.. From today till pays day still got 11 more days, i guess i have to bring bread to work now.. how to get money? very simple, work lo.. who dun know.. -.-
But the problem is very sick and tired of working le la.. i need a rest.. i want happily enjoy the xmas, new year and Chinese New Year.. But then cannot dun work leh.. if dun work i really will be too free la.. If i really study, my sch start at Aug2009, still got 8 more mth leh..
uhmmm which way to go? i must think very carefully before i make any step.. I got no more time to waste.

Tml tml! I'm been waiting for tat for few years!! What i can say is, play safe.

-Pam.T

Okay.. tat me! -..-

2008-12-12T00:17:00.000+08:00

K LA K LA!!! I ADMIT LA!! TAT ME!!! TAT IDIOT ON CHANNEL 8 SHOW, 8p.m IS ME! PAMELA TAN SHI LI! Dun ask me abt it anymore~ just let me go~~~ T___T

Wao lao a.. i can run, but i can't hide.. So damn ps lo.. everyone asking me abt it.. not even my friends, my friends friends, my friends friends friends... AR!!! i tot i bring my family out for shopping today, and tot everything is safe.. But tat only cover my family eyes, other still saw it..

Firstly, make thing clear 1st.. not i go sign up for tat show! iam not tat greedy want go eat for free or wanna to be famous.. i go is becos i knew the the ppl there. This program actually iam part of the cast, but becos of some problem i gave up on this job.. But somehow they lack of tester on tat day.. So they called me for help.. Before tat, they arldy got ask me to eat other thing, like supper, dinner, and other la.. But i cannot make it.. i keep pushing them away.. But this time round i really got no reason to push, no chioce i have to go.. tat all... as simple as tat..

heehee! but luckly, all my close friend nv saw it.. phew.. at least i still save some of my face..

But, the koraen food not really tat bad la.. just tat the food is not my tea.. If u want can go try out urself.. Each person around $29+++.. At east cost park there..

-Pam.T

I Need To Slp

2008-12-04T23:58:00.000+08:00

Finally i reached my home sweet home.. i miss my bed so damn much..
i dun know this my how many days tat nv slp more then 8hours. Dun say 8hours.. got 5 hours i arldy very thankful. Before work i make a promise to myself, no matter what st8 away go home slp.. But then.....

Thx ar Mr.Gim.. =)
In the afternoon, his ex suddenly msg him.. those random talk.. He want to patch with her, i teach him what to do lo.. Handle others problem i'm like professional, own case like shit. It alway like tat.. i'm guilding his thought out, like what to say or send.. Don't know why today time past very fast, awhile later end work lo.. He walk with the same way with me but he taking cab home ask me wait with him on the mean while chat chat lo.. But then suddenly his ex called, starting with normal talk but somehow i dun know why end up the voice is getting louder and louder.. I nv see him so heat up before.. i dun know what happen in the phone call and it not the right timing for me to ask while they are still chatting.. So i like an idiot standing beside him listen to what he say to the phone. my mind and body is so restless and tired. After, standing for 45mins he then realize me, ask me go home 1st.. Thank you wor!

-Pam.T

2008-12-04T03:26:00.000+08:00

Somehow i knew it from the very beginning. :]

Pam.T

Gay Night.. wtf..

2008-12-01T21:13:00.001+08:00

Hey ladies, here is my warning.. No matter u are st8 or not st8, dun ever go step into GAY night!
It freaking fucking bored! Okay la.. actually not so bad, just tat no gals lo.. tat why i feel bored? got gals.... but those normally i call them Auntie! mostly age around 30+ de lo.. see arldy very turn off lo.. only afew is around 18-25.. the rest, all gays.. -.-
For st8 gals, u go there for what?! what u can do is only can see, u can't even touch! HAHAHAHAHAS!

31nov2008, i been force by yvian to go st.Jame becos he want to go.. He asked me since the day i celebrate my birthday.. but i dun want.. go there for what?! see guys? sorry, they are not my cup of tea.. even they really turn me on, no matter how hard i try i still can't turn them on, cos we belong to the diff world.. In the end, i still go.. buddy buddy ma, very hard to rejected.. He say scare kana rape over there, need me to protract him.. Nvm.. He owe me Lesbian and ladies nights.. =D

Therefore, after my work i rush over st.Jame meet him.. Winston and Allester arldy at there waiting for us.. reached there abt 11p.m but dance floor start at 1a.m! tat becos before dance floor start there is a very stupid gay show.. alot of gay at the stage doing cat walk, then take off clothes and everything, left only underwear then walk around again.. finally, the dance floor open but i arldy abit drunk.. hack care ar! just dance! when i dance over there and dance at other place, the feel is so diff, but i dun know where diff.. no ppl to grind, only some gays if they see me happy, they will play and grind with me.. But most of the time dance with allester.. Gosh man! his grind skill even lesbian also cannot take it ar! He is hot! woot! lucky tat he a guy, if not i dun know what i will do to him..

I feel bored, very understandable but dun know why the other 3 guys look as bored as me.. started all very high but awhile later 4 of us start standing at the dance floor do nth.. at most just shake our small little ass.. Ard 3a.m all getting tired, so go home lo! Btw, not bad sia! they got give free give leh! a red colour T-shirt and condom.. -..- for what?! i dun need it! but i will keep it with me everyday, cos accident might happen anytime, anywhere! HAHAHAHAHAHAS..

Maybe tat night is not my day, i will give Gay night another chance.. But i will bring my own gals!
Tat all! night!

i sick leh.. No one care!

-Pam.T

what happen to me this few days!

2008-11-24T03:40:00.000+08:00

Never blog for 22days arldy! Mean i been very busy for this pass few weeks..

update all in 1 la.. make urs and my life easy..

start from where?! everyone kpkp me nv update..

Actually this month very slack.. most of the time i not working.. MC ma.. i spring ankle leh.. off 6days in a roll! =) damn happy.. but then no pays.. so what! stay at home play mahjong earn income la.. lucky win.. Tat is 2weeks+ ago..

After tat celebrate my birthday..
15nov, C4 groups, fker man! so damn funny lo ivy lee! thx man! u cheer tat days..
meet 2 idiot, Ang hweishyan and mag at 1.30, end up 2.30 then saw their pretty face.. eat, watch movie then rush to bugis, dun know do what.. Mrs Qing miss me.. ask me go find her.. so go lo.. But awhile later, Mr Yvian opps! sry.. is Mis Yvian say miss me too so SHE ask to join along.. i forget when and where Ivy lee and her sis pop out, end up 7 of us hanging at bugis mos burger.. I nv forget all those stupid no link crab tat ivy and me have say! She joker lo! but awhile later, hs and mag wnet home 1st.. but the rest of us still contiune! until...... 11p.m? then we went to the bus stop tgt la, since everyone alight at the same place.. But after 45mins of waiting, we realize tat the last bus had gone.. 5 idiots.. but hang hang there is another bus can reach serangooon..
It not end of the day yet, i meet 1 group of mahjong legs come my house of cos is play mahjong la, if not watch tv meh.. keat ping, kai jian, wei jie, joanna and lee shan ar.. Actually super damn tired le, but arldy make the promise! i will keep my words, play until morning! 5 words for tat night, So Happening, But So expansive.. They like hungry ghost month forget to go back like tat.. eat eat eat non-stop.. mahjong end up lose $8.. let them, eat, slp, play end up i still have to pay them for doing tat?!?!
After all! all went home slp.. End of the day..

16nov,family day.. celebrate with family la of cos.. very very plain.. slp till 4p.m, go eat, end.. -..- So bored lo.. therefore i call Mrs Qing again, cb! right timing man.. watching movie with her bf 'hillo'.. So have to wait for them la.. meet at kovan, eat lo, then chat lo, then another call! My honey! weee! ask me go his house.. =D
Reach there abt 10+, He and er jie rushing their project.. i also dun know go there for what leh, but better then alone stay at home countdown my birthday ba.. haiszxz.. working de working, exam de exam.. no choice lo.. No ppl countdown with me, therefore i go disturb ppl! =DDDD
But when i reach there, both of them dun seen to bother me leh.. but i dun dare to bother them too la.. But what i can see is 2 zombie typing the laptop.. damn cute man.. when near 12a.m my phone start ringing! wooT! Who is the 1st one to SEND!
i nv nv nv nv imagine tat will be her.. I'm so fking surprise to saw her name.. even tot is a very short msg but see le still happy.. Follow by is Qing, joan, er jie,Fiona lurb, Yvain(he stupid de lo.. play cheat still can be the 6th to send),lee shen, my sis, gim, yani.. this are the top 10.. SO SO SO thx you for everyone who have wish me.. thx alot.. iam very touched! sobzxzxzxzx sobzxzxzxzx..

17nov, monday! CB! sching de sching! working de working! -..-!!!!
but nvm nvm.. i still got thing to do.. Okay iam too free tat i all the way run to woodland! just to meet hweishyan! After tat went to town again, watch movie lo.. then met my 3 featured friends.. Went to hereen NYDC having dinner, chat, play stupid game then i send hs home 1st, come back continue celebrate with them.. But awhile later we all went home.. they all still got sch the next day.. But Joan say want stay with me longer so went to my house stay with me awhile more after tat she will take cab home.. But i dun know why after bathe i went back to my room i saw a dead piggy body lying on my bed.. there is no space at all for me to share with.. end up birthday gal slp on the floor.. She arldy have a personal toothbrush at my house le lo.. VIP guest for my house..

18, 19 ,20 Nov.. is bored de lo.. went back to the, hi morning, hi afternoon, hi evening, hi welcome, hi may i help u de life.. -..- So nth much to say.. Btw on nov 19, my home had a new born baby gal! My sis give birth lo..

21NOV! FRIDAY NIGHT! WHAT I CAN SAY IS OMG! GOSH!Before tat i tot it will be a very very bored and dead night.. tot of cancel it for million times.. but lucky u guys stop me! Abt 13ppl went tat days, but end up i club with 20, 30+ ppls.. AIYO! this day i dun know how to blog leh! is like still got alot of thing i still not so open to type it out! HAHAHAHS! shhhh! okok.. u know, i know what happen can arldy.. (shy) wao lao lo fk! got a idiot go and take pic leh! she can use tat to blackmail me.. Somemore iam damn ugly in the pic lo! Everyone is too high on tat night tat all i can say.. i think i kissed 20 ppls in the club.. Starting, i arldy half drank.. cos 1 of my friend, friend treat me a 80%vol of dun know what drink.. normally let me drink 5% i arldy drank lo.. can u imagine 80% for me.. My group rule the dance floor tat night! We all dance until our leg broke.. ok la.. can't talk abt much.. Tat days i think i spend around $300 But i really very enjoy tat day.. thx you!

uhmmm.. i think i gonna miss u badly.. Mr. bean

Tat all! good morning ppl! i go slp lo! Will update u guys again, if i got the mood.. =)

-Pam.T

17nov nth to do?!

2008-11-03T03:30:00.000+08:00

weee ha! dun need work.. slp until 2.30! Actually need to wake up at 12noon, cos i meeting my cb kia honey at 1.. But recieved a msg abt 11+ say change to 2 cos he going down to amk to sign up his new phone.. So i contiune slp lo.. Know his style ardy la.. say 2 end up meet 3 de la.. alway like this.. If got 1 day he will be on time.. i will use all my saving buy, toto, 4D, stocks.. Woot! i save tat money today.. cos i saw his handsome face around 4.30p.m =) too tired and lazy to shout/scold/quarrel with him le.. so just let it be..

going down town again!
Do what?

Make love..
nah.. not funny.. -..-

Buy musice player..

want go simlim de.. but he brain wash me..
"huh! why go simlim buy.. dun want la.. aiyo.. u know de lo.. at there can believe thier stock de meh.. later buy le use half yr cannot use le wor..''
K lo.. what he say got the point too la.. no point save tat $20/$30 but only can use for half year.. wanna buy ipop touch de.. but dun know how to use la.. so give up!
walk here, walk there finally! hahahaS! Sony walkman..

After tat walk around lo.. Then at hereen saw his classmates.. i know them too de la.. then talk awhile, smoke awhile, kiss goodbye, go home.. He la.. act a what good brother.. say want buy food for his lonely sister.. Chey..
Reach serangoon, drop at his house there, wait for him buy for his sis then went to mac.. eat lo.. then plan what to do on my birthday.. fk ar.. how sad man.. on my actual day, 17nov, i got no where to go.. working de working, schooling de schooling.. Cos is monday.. Then what? stay at home celebrate with the com? -..-

Have to slp... good night..

-Pam.T

Hi! janice Lim!

2008-11-02T00:42:00.000+08:00

I deeply fall in love with my Nov roster.. 13 off days! woot! Mean more time for family, friend and dating! =D jk jk de la.. people still single de wor..(shy) But before whatever or anything, i want finish my cartoon 1st!

Now very scare to blog le lo.. Cos there a stalker la.. better word will be 'a teacher'.. -..- She everytime is the 1st few ppl to view.. Dun know is too caring abt my life or what lo.. after tat she will at msn.. PAM! this this this got spelling mistake!! faster change.. THANK YOU TEACHER ANG.. =)
Dun force me blog in chinses hor, i tell u!

JANICE!!!! YO JANICE!! J.A.N.I.C.E!!! From thailand de!!! yes yes! the LIM one.. ya that right is you! Your BIG name this here alrdy!! saw? saw?! Got write le hor! =) happy ma?!
My another fling.. tat night complain to me tat i nv write her name..
How i know her?
That night on teacher ang birthday, went to club with her.. janice was there too.. 1st sign on her, a nice gal.. but.....but... Who know when she step in the dance floor, she change to another person! i will nv forget what she did to me.. she... omg.. it a nightmare.. i really dun wish to contiune.. just let me forget abt it.. Tat night... is the 1st time i feel so pain at there.. *sobsob* haiszxzxxzxzxzxzxzx

HAHAHAHAHAS! she will kill me for sure if she saw this! come on ppl! where u think?? She giving me a very very big slap on my back! and tat really very very pain and hurt.. T.T She 1 of the joker tat can make me luagh.. the way she talk and action.. Funny ar she.. dun believe u can try talking to her.. beside tat, i dun know she got what good point for me to say.. she alway so evil and bad too me.. humf!

16 days more.. to my big day.. go where, do where i still dun know.. still planning.. wao lao a.. the nearer it is the more stress i get.. really feel go bang the wall now..
Can anyone take over my place and help me plan..

-Pam.T

Zai nu

2008-10-30T23:28:00.000+08:00

Off day.. But stay at home rot! Hey.. not becos no ppl date k.. is good de lo but push away.. this the 1st time, off day i got stay at home.. Noramlly off day i reach home even later then working.. Actually want bring mother go watch movie be a mummy girl for 1 day, but end up staying at home whole day long~ Do what? Watch CARTOON! woot~ damn nice k! 金田一! iam so addicted to it.. He damn clever k! Hais.. just like a me.. Total got 150+ episode.. now i watch until 22 episode only! Before i finish everything, dun call me out k! i want be 'Zai nu' everyday after work rush home watch cartoon..

like tat better what! save money too.. today i nv spend a single cent man! finally!!!!
i can save money! looking forward to my silmming centre! HAHAHAHAS! bull shit.. -..-

KK! dun disturb me! Episode 23 is waiting for me, 24 calling me, 25 looking for me, 26 thinking of me.. I'm coming baby!

NIGHT!

-Pam.T

Bye Bye jonalyn..

2008-10-29T01:13:00.000+08:00

uhmmm... this is the last time i can see jonalyn face.. she going back to her home town 2 days later.. hais.. At wheelock, no ppl can let me bully le.. Time really pass so damn fast.. blink 1 eye, arldy 6mths gone.. And i been working with u guys for 6mths long.. So sry if i got throw temper at u before, i know my bad temper very well.. But i dun mean it, hope u dun mind.. I will Miss u.. rmb come find me if u got come back to singapore..my address is Blk 258 Serangoon central Dr.. Last time feel tat u are so nosiy, and talkative.. Keep talking non-stop wish u can just stfu for 1min.. but now wanna hear ur voice, it only happen in phone.. When u are gone, wheelock is so so quite and bored.. Very sad now but what to do?

1 mth later will be the cute cyndi leaving here..
Everybody is leaving.. How abt you?

What did i done wrong?
All i want, is the answer.
Till now i still dun know what happen.
But i not that brave enough to ask.

-Pam.T

ANG YQ!

2008-10-28T02:28:00.000+08:00

Cos u dun love me anymore!
Cos u dun love me anymore!
Cos u dun love me anymore!
Cos u dun love me anymore!
Cos u dun love me anymore!
Cos u dun love me anymore!
Cos u dun love me anymore!
Cos u dun love me anymore!

In ur heart there is other but not me

Why u say tat to me?!

2008-10-28T00:16:00.000+08:00

Why? why? tot we are so close and so good, but ur words just hurt me so deeply inside my heart.. It bleeding now.. No one ever told me tat before.. But i dun expect those hurtful words will came out from ur mouth! I treat u as close friend, good friend, whatever kind of friend but not boyfriend, and this is how u treat me? I feel crying now, seriously.. I really dun know why i got a friend like u.. If u say tat at my back, ok la nvm, act as if i dun know or heard anything la, but....but....but... u just say it out right infornt of my face! u dun care abt my feeling! *sobzxzxzxzxz sobzxzxzxzx* Everything happen less then 1hr but ur words keep running round and round in my mind.. i just can't forget it!

Haiszxzxzxzxzxzx... i need a shoulder, who can lend me?

Who tat person tat hurt me? tat idiot is Yvain,Tiah Li Wei.. if u know me, most properly u know who is him.. You know what the fuck he told me?!

IDIOT: Pam ar.. Do u know tat u grow fatter since u working at wheelock..

What the hell + What the fuck + what the hack
the arrow just *poke* *Poke* *POKE* into my heart..
Not i dun know, yes i know.. my body leh! everytime i bathe i have to FACE it one de lo.. how can i dun know.. Just tat i not really to face the fact ma.. but u dun need to say it out de right.. aiyo.. make ppl now so ps.. dun know what to do.. (shy)
Come on la bro.. u think i want de meh.. work at wheelock got what to eat.. beside fastfood still fastfood leh.. If not dun eat, just let me die like this?! No way.. i still have to celebrate my 18th birthday de lo..

Say dao birthday! HAIS! mad abt what tat idiot told me! fat~ Fat! FAT! AR~!
Before tat i say before i wont say out what i want for my birhtday, i want my friend go find out themselves what i want, like tat mean 'got heart' ma..
Now! i going to tell u all what i want!
Buy for me, jean yip voucher or new york voucher! I go and join as their member then become their VIP! Every week go do treatment 3 times.. woot! 3mth later u will see me wearing very sexy bekini on the newspaper, or TV, putting my Before and After pic then say what shit '' if u want to be like me, join us now. call 6200 6100. For the 1st 100 who call in, will have a free treatment. Just answer a simple Qns, call now.''

See, well plan right.. by tat time i see who dare to say iam FAT! HoHoHo!
btw, friends.. say say only ar.. dun really so stupid buy voucher ar.. =)

Your face run even more rounds then the words..

Night!

-Pam.T

I want go back to Sec & Pri Sch!

2008-10-27T00:18:00.000+08:00

Everytime time think just which type of opening think until very attitude.. (wooot! i know how to spell leh.. happy ar!) hi -> too bored, hillo-> too normall, ni hao -> too act cute.. so from now on, i wont say any opening, i will just write my story..

Before i start, qing, if u got read this. I'M SORRY! push u away and meet other gals! i know u will read this, so say sry 1st.. i dun mean it.. i didn't lie to u.. i really actually want make today be family day de.. wanna be mummy gal for 1 day de.. but end up meet other.. psps.. next time ok? aiya me and u wan meet is dam easy de lo, scare what.. Once i'm 18, meet u at club every Wed ar! somemore i see ur face see until bored le leh, it time to give other a chance to see my cute face.. =)

wake up 3+.
Watch TV.
eat KFC with family.
rush out.
Meet 1 of my Pri sch friend,Dorothy! We say want meet want meet for half year le finally meet out lo! SEE! iam so hard to be date out, so next time anyone want date me, half year before u arldy must make a appointment ar.. She ar.. very taxi de lo.. i reach the place but i dun know which way to go so i called her.. she keep asking me take cab la.. -..- but it some where really very near just tat dun know how to walk. end up i find the place by myself.. u know how near? less then 1min walk.. Can u imagine, if i really take cab to a place which is less then 1min walk, how the uncle will laugh at me? will he LOL or ROFL?! -..-
We met at funna, she want to buy her lappy i want buy my headphone! she with her dad, i shy shy dun dare to walk tgt, so i go see see myself lo.. i want a headphone but end up buy a earphone.. God God God.. tsk tsk tsk.. more ex then my headphone.. $89! :D my headphone only $50 lo.. wtf.. but the sound ar woot~ really power man.. power then headphone.. Next my aim will be MP3 then phone! kk! work hard earn money 1st..

After she bought her thing, i bought my, planning go to the night market somewhere near by our house de.. but i ps her.. A idiot, wendy, call me out of sudden..
Wendy: Pam, where u?
Pam: in your heart.
Wendy: dun play la!
Pam:funan la.
Wendy: REALLY ar? i at funan also leh.. later want meet?
Pam: huh? for what?
Wendy: go drink lo.
Pam: wao lao, u everytime so sudden de.. how can.. with who?
Wendy: raoda lo.
Pam: not close leh.. dun want la.. later nth to talk, somemore now i with my own friend also leh..
Wendy:But she say she treat us leh..
Pam: HUH! really ma? then i think i can try to make it, abt what time?

HAHAHA! i ownself type ownself laugh.. i really tat bad! come on lo.. is the 'treat' word very tem la.. somemore very long nv see both of them le ma.. therefore, i tell dorothy i gtg le.. canno pei her go night market..
but heng heng she is a understanding friend, nv angry or scold.. just very sian sian de say nvm la nvm la.. at least she got her bf pei her after tat what.. sry dor.. >..< meet u again when i free k.. my birhtday!

Take bus over to PS, meet Wendy ang 1st then raoda.. we go drink at giraffe.. been there 3rd times le.. uhmmm not bad.. is a good place to sit down and talk carb.. Stay there abt 2-3hr talking abt SEX! the whole topic all abt sex! what type of sex also talk ar.. everyone so high with it man.. woot~
Abt 11+ we ask for the bill.. i dun know how much till wendy told me.. i was like so shock when i heard it! $130+ my reaction is HUH~! WHY SO EX.. cos 5 cups ma.. they both drink 2, i drink 1.. + this + tat, tat why lo.. so ps lo.. if self pay nvm la.. but is other treat de leh.. if very very close de nvm la.. but is close but very long nv meet le then.... if i know tat ex ar, i will pay it myself.. aiyo.. tonight cannot slp arldy.. if got the chance to meet her again.. is my turn to treat back.. Thx raoda for the drink!

kk! go watch my youtube le.. nth to write alrdy.. Tml u hoilday i nv hor!
night people..

-Pam.T

Love how to say, Like how to tell?

2008-10-26T00:21:00.000+08:00

pui~

finally... after 4 days of full shift work finally is my off de.. but 1 day only.. -..- after tat have to go back to tat playground again..
suddenly mood swing ar! feel shouting.. AR!!!!!!!! AR!!!!!!!! AR~ ~ ~ ~
thinking too much again.. come on pam! relax.. take it easy.. everything gonna be fine~

hais.. my cute little headphone dead this evening.. =( very very heart pain.. just bought it 2 mths ago only, now cannot use arldy.. arldy got r/s woth it le leh.. But now she dead and gone.. have to buy another one asap.. build another r/s with the new one asap also then forget abt the old one! i can't live without music.. what happen to it, i dun feel saying much.. long and stupid story.. want know, go find out ureslf..

lucky i got one very good honey, he knew abt it and wait for me finish working.. even he meet his friend 11 but still wait me until 10.45, pei me take bus tgt.. =) if not i alone on bus without music, i think i will ki siao.. i so love him, he so love me too.. but we ever never will be cpl.. He know why, I know why..
k la k la.. know u kpo want to know right? tell u why.. cos iam too pretty, he too handsome.. have u see both very good looking de cpl walking on street before? got but not tat much right.. mostly is one good looking another ugly like shit de right..
haisxzxzzxzzxzxxzxzx.. no wonder everyone told me tat all my ex ugly like shit.. now i finally got the ans..

Stress la.. dun know want contiune my study anot.. if want, study what? damn man.. the fee is fking ex lo.. 1yr 21K, 3yrs 63K?! will i really study? Or same as sec sch life! Exam tml but ask friend come over play mahjong.. skip sch no where go, take bus go around singapore.. now cannot.. last time 45cents sit until u happy.. now hoho..
better think 1st before act..

Nth fun happen today.. boring day..

Love how to say?
Like how to tell?
Leave a comment if u know the ans.. teach me, i really need to know.

-Pam.T

Attitude!

2008-10-24T23:56:00.000+08:00

Fking day. Fking tired day. Fking angry.
working at taka sale.. there really so FUN! u can try it 1day.. keep folding and folding..
Stupid de lo.. singaporean nv see nike cholthes before meh? wao lao a.. people fold nicely ardy, fk! go dig.. -..- nvm nvm... fold again.. CB! another one come dig! as if got gold below or what de lo! Be more understanding la, u dun want go home, we still want de leh.. some more not enough staff wor.. actually is 3-4 staffs per day de.. but today only 2! WTF?! Work 9.30a.m to 10.30p.m only got 1hr break! WTH! but nvm.. 1 day at there only.. if ask me go there work again, i will say, I QUIT!

hais... dun know is singapore really tat small or i really tat pop? XD
i saw my, pri sch friend, sec sch friend, carrefour friend, working couse friend, and some i dun really rmb but say hi to me de unknown, in a day! Now then i know, iam not a aloner! woot! i got friends! But the person i really want to meet, nv saw.. =( how sad! but nvm! =D

Something funny happen is afternoon..
i msging 1 of my friend and something misunderstanding between us.. then i have to use this word ''attitude'' but out of sudden i forget how to spell tat word.. i alway like this, i got stm.. =)
So i ask Cyndi( nike staff ) how to spell tat word..

Me: Cyndi Cyndi! how to spell attitude?!
Cyndi: HUH! what? *walking toward me* (tat stupid sale very niosy, can't really heard each other talking abt)
Me: how to spell attitude?
Cyndi: huh.. again..
Me: attitude
Cyndi: ?
Me: at-ti-tude
Cyndi: What tat?
Me: At-Ti-Tude.
Cyndi: ?? *give me a very blur face*
Me: AT-TI-TUDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Cyndi: oooooo.. okok! ( look very happy, cos finally know what i talking abt) She spell it out..
Me: huh?! what tat! very niosy i can't hear you..
Cyndi: E-I-G-H-T-Y T-W-O
i start to think, 'attitude' i tot is start with ATT de ma.. why got the E word.. then i ask her
Me: what did u spell?
Cyndi: 82 lo
Me: ... ... ... ... -..- Nvm thx for your help..

End up i got check dictionary..
NOW! i forever rmb now to spell ATTITUDE!
A.T.T.I.T.U.D.E!

-Pam.T

Unbelieveable!

2008-10-23T22:55:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA! yoyo watz upz!
It so unbelieveable.. I, pamela tan shi li write blog?! mean what?
mean i got nth better to do.. -..-
This is the 1st time i blog and 1st time i type so many rubbish after my Olvl.. woot! 1yr ago? hmmmm..
aiya.. since everyone writing, ownself also write write see got what so fun de lo. write le also dun know got ppl view anot.. =( i dun have much friend de.. iam a loner.. *sob sobzxxzxzxzxzx*
By the way.. if u are one of my friend, u should know my english is very very cmi.. what i can say is, there will be alot alot of spelling mistake.. beside PSLE and Nlvl, i nv pass my english at all.. So, if u cannot understand what i talking/writing, tat ur house problem.. If u can understand or know what the fuck i talking abt, tat ur house problem too.. =D i dun give a damn to u..

i also dun know how long will i blog.. 1 week? 1mth? OR this is the 1st time, also the last time?! LOLS! i'm very lazy de.. ask me go die is even easier then ask me sit infornt of com type something... Somemore really dun know what to write la.. my life is so dead.. no colour.. my life -> slp, work, go home, com, slp. is a cycle ar.. evertime the same.. but, my life not so bored la.. tat cycle only happen on my working day, if off day.. waa haa.. even busier then working.. But i enjoy and love it baby..

oooo.. btw, even this blog is not make out from my own hand.. i only ctr8 the acc, other i just throw to some of my good brothers sister and let then handed.. even the blog name also not i think de lo! See! tat what friend for! i need help, just one call they will be right away! uhmmm.. i think ar.. i will give some of them my pass and acc.. if i very long nv update, ask them update for me! good right!! AR!! or i say out whatever shit i want to write using my mouth then they type for me! EVER BETTER RIGHT! woot! i really hate typing.. -.- think becos of sec sch, F&N couse work.. wao lao.. everyday type, type, type..

btw, thx Qing & joan baby for the help and jor! thx ar.. got write ur name in my blog leh! saw saw?! XD tat cb kid LI WEI! before tat we happily chatting, when i ask him help me ar suddenly went missing.. GOOD ONE HONEY!! =)

Acutally, yday something happen.. but i dun know who to tell and how to say..
cos if u were me ar, i bet u will be the same reaction as me.. what i can do is, wait.. wait for 2weeks-1month.. if nth happen, mean nth happen.. if something happen, what i can say is good luck to myself..

Okay! tat all for the day.. waste my 45mins write this.. go bathe bathe watch video liao.. night ppl! cya tml! ermmm.. maybe only.. =D

-Pam.T